Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

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Honestly, that smilie's the best I can do right now. I mean, I could try and give some "advice" or thoughts, from my own POV. But I don't know if you're looking for that or if you just needed to vent. I mean that's what this thread is all about. Still, I hope you find that you can be happy and enjoy all sorts of things there are to enjoy.

But I will say this. The people you choose to keep in your life should be ones that add to it, not those that take away. The even tougher challenge is letting yourself do things even through the fear of how people perceive you. There's something like an inverse to this. The less you care how people see you (without the reason being their opinions suck or anything else that's negative), the more you are yourself (having fun and enjoying life freely and openly), the more people tend to value you and have fun as a result. In my perspective, it's a process of growth. :)

Been through something like this myself. Tends to give you an ugly perception of the world- it did for me. Didn't like it, so I started changing it. :D

I suck at people :(

the thought that the person you would be best friends with or lovers, or whatever, you will never meet them, that there are people in the world exactly like you and you will never know them D: agetgesytehytwsyh

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Originally Posted by Erii

the thought that the person you would be best friends with or lovers, or whatever, you will never meet them, that there are people in the world exactly like you and you will never know them D: agetgesytehytwsyh

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I totally know what you mean erii. It sucks hardcore. Also, my mom found out I failed my classes last semester XD

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Originally Posted by Erii

the thought that the person you would be best friends with or lovers, or whatever, you will never meet them, that there are people in the world exactly like you and you will never know them D: agetgesytehytwsyh

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This is like my worst fear lol

:hug: Dianeva.
I hope everything gets better soon. I know some of how you feel:

Like when I went to the police station with my son yesterday, the cop was like "You HAVE to get him to ___ town to have that evaluation." And I kept thinking "I'll just summon a friendly pegasus to carry us which is about as realistic as my car getting us there and back."
I kept telling him about my car troubles, but he could do nothing more. He kept insisting: "You HAVE to have family or friends or SOMEONE who could take you." I kept telling him I didn't. Finally, I said:
"I have literally NO friends. I have a touch of agoraphobia so I RARELY even leave my bedroom."
Then he was: "But, you're Dr. so-and-so's wife, right. Wont he do anything to help?"
"Nope."
Then my son said Dr. so-and-so is Dr.Dick :roll: and I had to explain to both of them that hubby feels its the States burden to deal with my son even though ultimately he's on my sons side. (Though my son is guilty)

*sigh*

ANd people wonder why I PREFER to keep to myself! All of my social needs are met by coming here. I don't want the drama of anything more.

Unrelated >>

The grass is not greener on the other side. But this part of the field is just as dead.

afDSAFADSFADSLFDSFLASfad;

My good wrist hurts a lot today. It's starting to get annoying. I could understand if my bad (left) wrist hurt and IT should. I do all of my driving with my left hand. I carry in tons of grocery bags with my left hand. Even though I'm right handed, I use my left hand more for most chores and such.
I can't help but seriously wonder if my brain is interpreting pain signals wrong lol. There is no logical reason for my good wrist to hurt. It's been over a week since we moved boxes.

Another of Tiny's kittens died and the gray one might not be too far behind. The only way he would drink from the bottle last night was if I held him up by his head. I discovered that by accident. He covered himself up with a blanket under my desk. When I got him, I pulled him out by his head. He looked so content, lol, that I tried feeding him. He ate perfectly so long as I was folded under my desk, holding him up :roll: Then he started pulling himself up my hand with his front legs, so he has a good bit of strength.
Now my daughter feeds him (she has a knack which I lack) and I clean him. He still doesn't use the "toilet" on his own.

I also have a low grade headache varying from a 4-6, which is probably weather related.

Other than that, it's a good day.

I had 2 lucid dreams last night, the phone rang and woke me up out of the 2nd one :/ iaghlaksfsg

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Originally Posted by niteLite

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Honestly, that smilie's the best I can do right now. I mean, I could try and give some "advice" or thoughts, from my own POV. But I don't know if you're looking for that or if you just needed to vent. I mean that's what this thread is all about. Still, I hope you find that you can be happy and enjoy all sorts of things there are to enjoy.

But I will say this. The people you choose to keep in your life should be ones that add to it, not those that take away. The even tougher challenge is letting yourself do things even through the fear of how people perceive you. There's something like an inverse to this. The less you care how people see you (without the reason being their opinions suck or anything else that's negative), the more you are yourself (having fun and enjoying life freely and openly), the more people tend to value you and have fun as a result. In my perspective, it's a process of growth. :)

Been through something like this myself. Tends to give you an ugly perception of the world- it did for me. Didn't like it, so I started changing it. :D

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Thanks, I feel bad about writing all that now, it was immature :(. I should not come on here drunk.

I fucking hate essays.

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Originally Posted by Erii

I had 2 lucid dreams last night, the phone rang and woke me up out of the 2nd one :/ iaghlaksfsg

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ROFL LMAO!

:hug:

it was unfair >;c

ERIBLE I CALL YOU SPECIAL IN MY OWN VOICE ON VENT AND STILL YOU REFUSE TO SPEAK TO MEH.

*caps*

:nono:

your a bad girl eriberry.

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Originally Posted by Raspberry

ERIBLE I CALL YOU SPECIAL IN MY OWN VOICE ON VENT AND STILL YOU REFUSE TO SPEAK TO MEH.

*caps*

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WHEN DID YOU SAY SPECIAL? I WASN'T ON VENT I GUESS.

;~;

DON'T YELL AT ME :crying:

:c

YES YOU WERE, LAST NIGHT, BUT YOU DIDN'T TALK. YOU PERVED ON ME AND THE GUYS.

>:c

MY MIC IS ALL ASDFDSAFFGFDS

you know how i perve.

ARE YOU ON VENT NOW?

NO I'M NOT BUT IF YOU WANT ME ON THERE I'LL BE THERE.

BUT ONLY IF YOU TALK.

WHO GIVES A DAMN ABOUT THE DEAD MIC.

c:

someone explain?

I've been on ventrilo with some DV people. Erible was on but refused to talk.

Because "her mic is broken".

So she perved on our convo instead.

;) you know it bebbeh

as for my rant: saghfadslghradsgd

My phone died while having an important conversation.

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Originally Posted by Erii

;) you know it bebbeh

as for my rant: saghfadslghradsgd

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oh do go on

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Originally Posted by Solarflare

oh do go on

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well, asdfasdfg and afsusou....adfasgjsda!
ya know?