Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

My god i've had a horrible hour :/. I was riding my bike on something street, feeling good, when, BAM: Bike collides with large rock! Then it went crazy and i fly off the bike and land right on the ground, in pain. I have a HUGE scratch on my arm and knee. whats worse is that people saw :/. WHATS worse is that i had to bike home and it was far away. Whats worse is that there were so much 4 year olds in my way and i didnt want them to see my horrible scratch. WHATS WORSE is that when i went home my mom overreacted. WHATS worse is that i had to take a shower after my bike ride, and i dont like really cold showers. Whats worse is that i should be doing piano lessons right now because i haven't practiced piano is like 2 weeks.

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I am extremely burnt out at the moment, I have no idea what the hell been happening the pass three weeks, buts its been fuck up after fuck up, and its adding to my stress load which is already bursting at the seams. I'm snapping at everyone, I hate everything, I'm been drinking almost every night for the pass 8 months. I don't even want to go otu with my friends anymore. I've become more and more isolated from everyone and I feel trapped at work. I love my job and I like boss and co-workers, But I can't take this small town crap anymore. I want out. I want to Move to a large city. Maybe I'll feel better there, where I can blend in with people, and not give a fuck.

Wow, I though that would make me feel better....

Wow bro, the city isn't going to help stress levels. I'd trade places with you in a second, little old country town and a good job working with good people.
You've got it great man.

I'm related to everyone here, the one girl I like is so far gone its not even funny, everyone knows me. I use to live in a small city. It was nice.

I need to fix my sleeping schedule soon but i don't wanna T_T

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lol, the Police pic seems sort of random

I'm going crazy trying to remember a song. Something about something glued to a table *hmmm* My daughter told me last night that I used to sing it all the time and brought up that line. It's a recent song but I just can't remember it.
I'm also ranting because I have MAYBE $1.00 to my name. Today's only Wednesday; I get paid Friday night, so I will soon be out of anything to drink (don't even suggest tap water because that ain't happening lol). Maybe I'll hibernate.

I hate having to wait and worry about stuff aldkaiodjfidjd

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Don't worry guys. I'll get those demons out of them!

it seemed relevent

Bageeek! hahahaha

I've got an exam today. It's a second try to pass a subject I had last year. I'm so gonna fail again. Damn it.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

lol, the Police pic seems sort of random

I'm going crazy trying to remember a song. Something about something glued to a table *hmmm* My daughter told me last night that I used to sing it all the time and brought up that line. It's a recent song but I just can't remember it.
I'm also ranting because I have MAYBE $1.00 to my name. Today's only Wednesday; I get paid Friday night, so I will soon be out of anything to drink (don't even suggest tap water because that ain't happening lol). Maybe I'll hibernate.

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I'm also going crazy trying to figure out when this Octopus documentary is on.

I saw an ad for it last night, don't know what channel. I saw the time; Saturday 8:30.
But I can't find it on TV guides anywhere!
So annoying coz it looked awesome.

I just drank for the 3rd night in a row. I keep saying I'm not going to drink today, but it keeps getting harder to go even a day.

I can't find any damm music i like ANYWHERE. I like "metal" but all I get it shitty emo screamo bands. I don't like scremo or growling unless its accompanied by singing. i have the music searching skills of a 9 year old I want more music, then their are the bands i like. I can only get one or two songs from each album, the rest of the songs are shit.

also FUCK Assignments

Originally Posted by AustralianFire

I can't find any damm music i like ANYWHERE. I like "metal" but all I get it shitty emo screamo bands. I don't like scremo or growling unless its accompanied by singing. i have the music searching skills of a 9 year old I want more music, then their are the bands i like. I can only get one or two songs from each album, the rest of the songs are shit.

this, my bro listens to metal music, but i just cant get into it, there are like only 2 of his metal songs that i like :/

Originally Posted by AustralianFire

I can't find any damm music i like ANYWHERE. I like "metal" but all I get it shitty emo screamo bands. I don't like scremo or growling unless its accompanied by singing. i have the music searching skills of a 9 year old I want more music, then their are the bands i like. I can only get one or two songs from each album, the rest of the songs are shit.

I don't know what 'screamo' means so I don't know if this is it, but have you tried In Flames and At The Gates? Here's stuff to just try if you want, an assortment, it's all melo-death, what I listen to, thinking that might be what you like since you said you don't mind 'singing'. A lot of it is unhappy music but I'd never call it emo, I know these bands are all considered high-quality, they're all near the top of good-metal lists I've looked up. It's okay if it's not what you're looking for at all, or maybe you've already heard all of this. Also, I used to hate 'growling' too until I found Insomnium, but I only like it when I'm pretty depressed.

In Flames:
(lighter, semi-depressing) In Flames - Where The Dead Ships Dwell
(heavy, happy) In Flames - Only For The Weak lyrics - YouTube
(lighter, happy) In Flames - my sweet shadow lyrics - YouTube
(heavy, depressing) In Flames Take This Life lyrics - YouTube

At The Gates:
(heavy, depressing)At The Gates - Cold - YouTube

Wintersun:
(heavy, almost speed-metal) Wintersun - Beyond the dark sun - YouTube

Soilwork:
(lighter) soilwork distortion sleep - YouTube
(heavier) Soilwork - Song of the Damned - YouTube

Meh.
I'm just wasting my life, i have no motivation to do anything...or to continue things.
Once i start to do things, i just want to stop after a while because i don't have the ambition to continue on with it.

Originally Posted by Erii

Meh.
I'm just wasting my life, i have no motivation to do anything...or to continue things.
Once i start to do things, i just want to stop after a while because i don't have the ambition to continue on with it.

this, i dont want to do anything, i dont even want to read.