Oh my god. Carou is confusing me, do I sense a modicum of sympathy coming from this entity that claims that they are deprived of the luxury of experiencing pain, joy, and love? It seems that something else is manifesting these traits to this vessel. It has no intention, no goals, no motivation, no purpose other than for the sake of nothingness itself. And yet as one is being warned not to speculate on their deadly declarations exhibiting the cold and often innocent professions of a human being battling with the turmoil society has given us to make us nothing more than amphibious pieces of crap.
However, I do sense some thrill in the matter that motivates them to think outside the realm of what typical human beings think of (family, friends, quest for consolation in the fact that people are necessary to temporarily dilute the illusion that we all must die alone).
But enough that.
Meeps, you don't have to erase your account now, whether or not you are seeking support, as a friend, I can feel your pain. Universities and education itself has become a ROTTING tradition, it's all about money money money. But no sane person would want to think that! They want to believe that they can get an education, make a difference in the world, contribute to society despite that fact that even if they do so, it is nearly impossible to really cause an impact with billions of people mostly concerned about survival (even if they declare that they love their family, friends, etc).
It sucks when you have to deal with catching up with everything, you do that, but that doesn't mean erase your account, it will only motivate you to come back even more as a Guest. You cannot hide from this nor can you suppress it, this forum is about dreaming you know...
And I do apologize if I might be part of the reason for you not paying attention to reality, I really am sorry. It seems I take for granted that other people have things to do when I have nothing else to do. And when I have something to do, I'm enticed to the things that people do when they have nothing else to do.
It's just too much of an attractive force for me that makes me think "Why do I seek small comfort from these people when my mind can create it for me, why do I push myself to behave like a human being to these people when I can experience life itself from an illusion created from our subconscious (and possibly beyond)?" I can't really define that question, nor can I ignore, which makes me sick inside.
However, I do know, that as your friend in Dreamviews, Carousoul is spot on in its attempt to console you that there are other experiences that can you can live and breathe on rather than confining yourself in pain in where you live (pardon me Carousoul, but you do portray yourself as some medium or vessel, so I do apologize if this does offend you if I labeled you as such).
Despite this rare portrayal of sympathy from Carousoul, I want to augment this moment by saying "Yes, don't take it seriously, but do know that you have to abandon us for a while for your own sake."
Nothing worse than being so enticed by a group of people only to forget that you have to accomplish your own agenda to continue living. But don't speculate on the paradox he is giving you just yet. Focus on the confined reality you must deal with, and when you succeed, no, you WILL succeed, don't be afraid to come back and regress yourself back to the joys of life.
The joys of life are nothing to the joys you can experience in your dreams. The movement of your eyes while they are closed can give you the best experiences you can have in life. Stars, dusts, that is nothing but nonsense. Illusion is far more greater, and more rewarding.
When you come back and handled your business, consider this when you come back. Dream to where you can have all of your desires become reality in your own eyes, despite the the fact that it isn't real. People use dreaming for fun and all that, but you can do so much more with it. You can feel alive, you'll realize that when you wake up every time in the morning, you have something to look forward to every night to make yourself become ALIVE.
Reality isn't enough to enjoy and come to this realization that there is more to it than just getting into universities and whatnot. Dreams are far more better than that. And yes, Carousoul may be mean to some people, but he is making himself vulnerable to prove a point to you, I am merely validating this weakness of his to declare that you should enjoy the bigger scale of reality AND in your dreams.
You will do well Meeps. Break free from the illusion that things are going bad for you. Take this pain as an experience that you must endure, and you will at last have your peace. Avoid people if it's necessary for your agenda, don't be afraid to do that, as long as you can be happy during that moment of isolation to get things over with.
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