Thank you, yuppie. I’m so sorry about you and your girlfriend. I thought you were just going to stay with your dad for a couple of weeks and take a temporary break? So sorry if I missed a post. |
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I can imagine the cycle of different emotions must be very difficult to deal with. My experience with my breakup so far has been sadness and loneliness that eventually just gives way to this feeling of numbness and exhaustion. It must feel very confusing trying to mourn your husband while finding out about the emotional fair that would give way to feelings of anger. You must be wondering how you didn't know the entire time as well. Perhaps you're feeling taken advantage of, or underappreciated? Maybe you're trying to understand why you weren't enough for him. I'm not sure about what you're feeling obviously, I'm just guessing. |
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Thank you, yuppie. I’m so sorry about you and your girlfriend. I thought you were just going to stay with your dad for a couple of weeks and take a temporary break? So sorry if I missed a post. |
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You don't have to be sorry about my girlfriend, I feel silly complaining about it given the magnitude of your situation at the moment. Tomorrow I'm going to collect my stuff from our sharehouse and move in with a friend. It's a long story that I'll catch you up on later if you're interested, but at the moment I'm thinking it's about time to call things quits and move on. |
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Good golly, don’t curse me like that There will be NO romantic ties any near my future. |
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My rave is that I took to Quora to see if anyone knew how to access password protected Macs, while explaining the situation. One guy came through with flying colors. |
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I'm exhausted. Had a huge day today driving back to Brisbane (4 hours) then moving all my stuff. I'll post tomorrow when I have the energy so that I can post something worthwhile. In the meantime, lots of love and support |
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Yikes! 4 hours is quite the haul! Get some rest and try to do something nice for yourself. |
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I often sleep relentlessly when I'm going through emotional turmoil. I guess quite simply I find it easier to stay asleep and not have to worry about anything than deal with my thoughts. |
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yuppie. So sorry you're suffering. |
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No worries Zhaylin, I'm still at a loss for what to do. More thought is required I suppose. |
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I am friggin miserable. I took a Provigil last night, so I could get to work and pull an all-nighter. I was sound asleep an hour later And now, I feel like barfing. |
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Sorry to be checking in a little late. It's been a busy few days. I can't recall if I've told you this but at the moment I am in the process of applying for the police force. I have two more classes left to finish before I graduate with my bachelor of psychological science. Not too sure what I want to do with it, but I think I'd like to be a police officer. One day I hope to make detective. I think it'll be a fun and engaging job - always something interesting and challenging to do. I'd imagine I'd get quite bored in a regular 9-5 office job and end up depressed. I have a test for the police force on Monday, so hopefully I do well on that. If I pass that exam, I will then have to do my physical fitness exam. I'm not in great shape at the moment so I need to start running regularly in order to prepare for that. It also includes 10 push ups, pull ups, etc - but all of that I can do just fine. The biggest hurdle will be the running test. I've taken up smoking again since splitting with my girlfriend as a coping mechanism, so that isn't exactly helping either. Anyway, one of the things that the police force looks for is volunteering experience. So, in preparation for my application I've been volunteering at an aged care services facility. It's been great so far. There are a few residents I really enjoy talking to, it's very valuable to be exposed to different perspectives - older people have a radically different view on things. The other day I talked to one of the residents there about splitting up with my girlfriend, and she said "The sun always comes up." It was quite a simple thing to say, but it made me feel a lot better. The lady that said that to me is probably my favourite. She is very good to talk to, and still has her wits about her and is intelligent. A lot of the residents there are so senile you can barely communicate with them or have a proper conversation; so it's refreshing to encounter people like her. I'm supposed to help her with her computer but really we just end up chatting most of the time. There's also a couple of other residents there that I really like who I've developed good relationships with. I'm feeling surprisingly good about the break up, all things considered. Mostly I feel proud of myself for not sacrificing my standards/boundaries in order to be with someone for the sake of not feeling lonely. It still hurts of course and I miss her a lot of the time, but I'm coping well enough. |
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Hey yuppie11975, best of luck to you with joining the police force. I'm sure it would make an interesting job. That's great that you spend time with the residents at the care facility too. |
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Dreams are real while they last. Can we say more of life? - Havelock Ellis
Don't be a stranger, Zhaylin |
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I'm sore as hell right now. I'm in a bad mood... My lip is still sore when a bug bit me on the lip, I'm just glad it wasn't a yellow jacket. I'm allergic to those. And I have heat rash on my neck. |
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Last edited by Lang; 07-17-2019 at 05:20 AM.
Hehe, thanks yuppie. I've just been sleeping extra, cleaning, and chatting up the typology community. Part of me wants to pay twfp to type me, but, meh, not really. Everyone seems to think I'm a sensor. I'm an intuitive. I do NOT feel like like an ISFP but like an INFP (if any of this makes sense to anyone here lol- it's mbti stuff). |
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My mind is absolutely friggin blown. I was hanging out in the typology chat. |
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Rave: The between scenes from the new Ghostbusters2020 movie. |
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I'm back... Can't promise to be super active, but I'm getting back in the LD game, so I'll probably drop by every now and then. |
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Half of the time we're gone and we don't know where...
fucking hate anti-social people who don't respond to something i say in public, embarrass me, and make me angry, causing a fight. |
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naturals are what we call people who did all the right things accidentally
Rave: I was really sick yesterday and today I feel a little better... |
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I was computerless for quite some time after my old netbook's power supply packed it in. I was able to find a really good deal on a functioning laptop (albeit sans battery) on my local bidding site, I scored it for $25! It did have some minor issues but nothing to crazy. Over time of using it it got extremely slow and would crash due to video card issues. I just recently installed Ubuntu on it, and it's running like a brand new computer! If you aren't using your computer for gaming, I strongly reccomend the switch! Especially if you are still running Windows 7, for which the support will end soon. If you use your computer the way that 90% of the population does, Ubuntu (or any Linux distribution that you prefer) is more than sufficient, and will continue to have support through the years. Switch to Linux, save an old computer today! |
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I just came to check in on Zhaylin. Hope you're doing okay, let us know! |
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everyone. |
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