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I fear I may have it, I have started to exclude myself from people, my speech is getting more boring, I don't really even wanna talk to people anymore. I have thoughts of suiceide often, I have tried it before. Lack of emotion for family and friends. The sense of being controlled by outside forces. Social withdrawal. I also get weird things when my head goes really fuzzy and dizzy and I just fall down. I want to see whats happening to me without my parents getting involved. I don't want to tell anyone incase they think I'm making it up or they take the p**s [/b]