That was pretty intense and I totally agree. I will post something that I experienced when I was on a powerful acid trip, here goes (its also on psychedelic experiences in extendend discussion)...
Basically, the whole evening was very relaxing and chill. I was at a lounge/bar place listening to music but honestly all the music sounded like it was the the exact same song playing over and over since I was so messed up. I could hardly stand up straight the LSD was so powerful, it was very euphoric, actually. Making all sorts of weird inferences on things, smiling the whole time. One of the interesting things was, I started to see everything in auras, which I normally see on people, but this time (like some other times) the people and things dissolved and I just saw the auras of things. Another interesting thing was, I could also see people move before they started to, even with my eyes closed. It was quite intriguing, I would be sitting there with my eyes closed and know my girlfriend and other people (who werent messed up), were about to get up and go to the bar so I would get up first and ask them, "you are trying to go to the bar right?". They, of course, verified that and asked, "how did you know?". I told them I could see people move beforehand which they of course were freaked out by.
I had round 2 (peak number 2) back at my apartment using my Mac Powerbook to listen to music with the visualizer on (if you know mac's visualizer you know what Im talking about) and started to see some crazy stuff, even crazier with my eyes closed. When I closed my eyes and thought about the deeper meaning of things, I started to see certain things as either, positive or negative. It slowly branched outward to people and other life, social and goverment systems, planetary/celestial bodies, planetary systems, solar systems, and eventually got so broad and everything so small that it came back around to the initial thought I had of a positive (+) and negative (-) symbols. In essence, making a perfect circle, going so far out where as you return back to the starting point. Everything made perfect sense to where it was impossible to express myself properly. That night was really amazing, and overall some powerful stuff ...in Japan mind you.
PS. I also realized something else that night while thinking about the (+) (-) symbols, that; the kanji tattoo I have on my neck of the kanji, happiness, when broken apart is: +-=-+ .... that is, of course when looked at vertically but pretty interesting eh?
Why do I have something like Happiness tattooed on the back of my neck?
The happiness meaning of the tattoo has something to do with the placement where I cant possibly see it (back of my neck) and the fact that if I look at it in a mirror its the same but not the same (symmetrical). I can then tell people that searching for happiness is futile in life because its always with you whereever you go, where you wont ever possibly see it (in yourself) and it can never be found outside of yourself. If you think you've found it outside, you are only seeing its opposite (mirrored image) so dont be fooled by premature happiness. Just show your happiness to others and hope they understand. We wont be able to see true happiness until death where we step outside ourselves for once. Depressing but true, in my eyes. Got that tattoo when I was 18 some 6 years ago.
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