Originally Posted by TheUnknown
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Yea, what the hell?
My condolences Clairity. I can totally understand; at night my mind is so susceptible to going over and over a subject, and worrying, and thinking about things, it just drives you crazy. Especially when something traumatic has happened; I can still get worked up over stuff from a long time ago, so when it is still so fresh it I know it is really bad. Most of the time things seem better the next day and I wonder why I was so obssessed and couldn't let it go.
Probably you just need time. It is good that you have no regrets; that would make it worse and take longer to get over, I'm sure.
As far as getting scared to have a lucid: that is something that sometimes happens to me, altho I don't much like to talk about it because I think I should have more control. My lucids are about as likely as my non-lucids to be a scary or bad dream, it seems like. I feel like if I am thinking the wrong things before I go to sleep I will have a bad-lucid.
I hope this passes soon for you.
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