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      How fucked up am I?

      I would like all of you to take the time to decide something. I have made my decision and this is a large group of people who's opinions I do tend to value. I was love sick with this girl. She is such an awesome person, but with this comes her downsides. I will try and relay this with out coming out one sided. She has issues with making friends. She made it clear to me that we would never be anything, and I regretfully tried to accept that. She lead me on a little bit(she is starved for attention). In introducing her to a few groups of my friends she has fucked 2 of them and was working on a third. I love her to death, and I feel bad for what I said tonight. I told her I didn`t want to see her again. She has become a "mutual friend" with my other groups of friends. I am aware of where loyalty lies, and I am under the impression that it is stronger with me to all aside one person of 9. I am forcing my friends to decide between me or her in essence. She was screaming and crying at me, I felt miserable, but I maintained a strait face as I told her she can't be around. She stalked us tonight when we were out and this provoked it. She wasn`t invited but she knew where we were. She drove by and I noticed her ford focus with a tinker bell decal on her window. We did confirm it was her. Once she got to the park we were playing Frisbee at, she sat down and acted miserable. She faked cutting her wrists for attention. She made comments loud enough that I could hear. "I fucking hate him, I want to bite off his penis" and "He is such a fat asshole". I have always been nice to her, but a friend of mine whom I warned (he is a virgin and wants his first time to be special) that she wanted to add him on as a notch on her belt if You catch my drift. I showed him the text message after he told me he had made the decision not to date her or going any where with her. She is accusing me of fucking up her life and I feel that neither of us have a good time when the other is around. She has no other friends aside one or two mutual aquaintences of mine and another chick whom I don`t tend to get along with. I still am close friends with an Ex of hers whom hates her and I frequently bring him along with the group. In anger after I stormed off, with tears welling in my eyes after I walked past the group of friends who huddled away from our argument and punched a light pole really hard. My hand is swollen and my knuckle has swelled up to twice its normal size. So, Honest opinion, If it makes your stomach turn even being in the presence of some one, and you have enough influence to possibly make some one go away, would you do it?
      By 3 am I have discounted suicide in favor of killing everyone else in the world

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      I think you did the right thing... I dunno why you'd have a crush on her because obviously her personality doesnt seem that great, but that aside, she seems like a attention seeking and manipulative person... I hope you and your friends will stop seeing her as it is a pretty awfull thing she's done.

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      i'd make the choice to ignore her... but that's just me... i'm a pussy like that.

      i think the best thing to do would be letting everyone know who she is (if she hasn't done it herself) and letting them choose... let them make the mistakes. it doesn't sound like she'll be taking any friends from you with this melodramatic personality so i wouldn't worry about it.
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      If they are annoying enough sure. If she is following you around then I think she might be. If it wasn't for that though I would just kind of ignore her or something.

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      I think the question should be "How fucked up is she?"
      Talk about issues..
      Early Morning Moment,
      A Glimpse of Joy,
      But soon it's Over, and I return to Dust...

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      I agree, I think that, as painfull as it is, you did the best thing you could do. It sounds like she was the one that made it happen, that she should have known that her actions have consequences and it is entirely her fault. Of course, this is only applicable is what you said is the complete story, as you said you would try to expose...

      P.S. She = WerBurN???
      If I hadn't made me
      I'd be more inclined to bow
      Powers that be would have swallowed me up
      But that's more than I can allow...

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      Negative, I still hang out with WerBurN
      By 3 am I have discounted suicide in favor of killing everyone else in the world

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      I thought so, but it would be funny if the "she" you were talking about was him...

      P.S. I noticed I said "him" at the end, but that is part of his androgenous charm...
      If I hadn't made me
      I'd be more inclined to bow
      Powers that be would have swallowed me up
      But that's more than I can allow...

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      no, he pretty much has the whole story there...the chick he's talking about used to be cool...but she's changed alot since i knew her...(i dont hang out with her anymore...havent for two years now)...you know where i stand in all this...and really, frankly, she probably needs it herself as much as you need it...cause now shes gonna have...maybe 1 friend? her life consisted of hang out with those people, going to parties with those people, and ultimately, banging those people...this should give her a bit of a reality check (hopefully)...maybe wake her up that shes been acting totally stupid...i would have to think shes gonna have to drop the whore act and the drama queen/attention seeking act in order to get more friends, which would really be good for her...on the other hand, i suppose she might just keep doin the whore thing, cause that always gets attention

      ...btw, remind me never to get into a fight with you...you dented that freaking lightpole...sheesh

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      I think you did the right thing, mabey just try to talk to herand try to be friends. I know thats hard and it dosn't always work out, but I think its worth a try.

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