Do thoughts corrupt your mind?
I just want to know somthing because i think i think more than normal people but i want to see if its just me parinoid.
ok i will tell you a simple task of lets say finding somthing to eat in the fridge.
I will leave my room because i am hungry and walk up stairs then just open up and stare at the fridge and then just not even really look for anything but start thinking about how i dont know what to eat then from that my thoughts allways end up having to do with some karma balance within the soul or about the universe or alot of the time somthing that reality has nothing apart of and when i kinda come to(out of my day dream like thoughts)
i realize everything i had just thought about and everyonce in a while ill realise what i ahd thought about and be like "what that fuck did i just say?" because it made like no sence.
then ill close the fridge door.
look around what to eat and either go back to thinking or open the fridge back up and then start thinking again.
ill somtimes get so fed up with not being able to choose what to eat that i just wont eat or somthing (though lately ive only been giving myself a certian amount of time to choose and then i just force myself to choose the first one i thought of(which kinda sounds crazy when i type it down))
It is the same thing in showers, ill just stand there with the water running on me and ill be deep in thought about somthing.
does anybody else do this or am I crazy or somthing? lol