2008 was extremely life/personality-changing as well. Many, many thing a happened both good, bad, and braindamaging.
I think the beginning to my 2008 was a foreboding of the year to come. I don't remember the countdown, I don't remember my foot getting run over by my friends car, and I don't remember having my friends burn cigs onto my forearm symmetrically. It was an awesome New Years.
February 28th, 2008 was my first time doing acid. Almost a month later did it for my second time, on March 29th. I know because I wrote this on said date:
Originally Posted by CoLd BlooDed
the documentary
the letters spin and spin again
the vibrations of time forever in sync with sound
the sexual sensuality of sexual desires
feasted on by women of only hollywood proportion
swinging on her legs smiling
the universe swirls in my old eyes, in everything I see
catch the train of thoughts before they depart
they'll keep going on after you're done
you can't have my universe, you can't take it away
listening to others yet taking it away
every syllable strikes a chord
accounting up to an otherwise unheard intoxication
of every single sound, a symphony
an orchestra of everything in existence
everything on a certain level,
everything beautiful.
always moving forward, never backward
the people are moving on down the line, watch it.
I forget how many more times there were for a while. Grad weekend came, grad weekend went; final exams came, final exams went.
Then Mexico, where I made some really good friends not just including people of the group that came but natives to the country as well. I discovered that I could speak spanish fairly well and enough to carry on a conversation and comprehend. I still have two girls from Guadalajara that I have on my MSN and speak to always to keep practicing even if only through text.
I got back from Mexico on July 2nd. Got my first full time job at the construction site in my city - ten minutes away from my house - on July 6th. There were at least seven or eight friends that I went there with school.
I got caught with an ounce and a half of mushrooms by the police on my way up to a campsite with some buddies. It was horrible because it never would've happened if my friends hadn't hotboxed the truck the night before, and if the convoy of three vehicles never had been speeding and caused us to get pulled over (from going 60 in a 50 zone). The cop was asking us if we knew why we were getting pulled over, and then out of nowhere said 'Alright, who's got the dope?' My heart leapt into my throat because I didn't know if it was actually happening, and our moments hesitation provoked his declaration of us being under arrest. At the time I didn't even know you could be arrested for pot, it was fucked.
Just so happened that my bag of mushrooms were in my backpack resting inbetween my legs. Oh yeah, also at that time I had my crazy blue mohawk - great timing. They searched my backpack, and that was the first thing they found. I got handcuffed, thrown in the back of the car, and taken to the detachment. You know what sucks? They weren't even all my drugs, I was just holding them in my backpack for everyone because I never thought we were going to be pulled over nevertheless ARRESTED. Oh yeah, and my 18th birthday was the next day, so I still counted as a minor (dad had to be contacted). The funny thing is that I talked my way out of it, demonstrated through intense verbal use of reflecting myself as a (semi)intellectual individual. I talked to them about school and university, who I was as a person, my goals, etc. They took me from the cell and agreed not to charge me ("We're having difficulties running you through the court system, so we're not charging you.") It was the greatest feeling of my life.
Camping after was great. I finally learned how to sing (albeit in front of large groups of people) and had what I like to call my musical epiphany. I became closer with lots of people on this trip, it was a really really good experience that changed me as an individual that I am still aware of to this day. (For instance, when I was talking to people the day after I was arrested - at the campfire - the voice that came out of my mouth sounded almost alien even to myself whilst I was speaking).
Started working a LOT. Hard work, too. Got built from it. Through summer I changed up my friends and started making some really, really good ones. Kids that were way different and more alike to myself in a lot more ways than one. The Observers, I like to call them. Did lots of drugs and small amounts of drinking but copious amounts during those amounts. Kept working, kept working, watched as friends and family struggled around me. September 3rd, birthday. Two weeks later, birthday party in my basement suite; went well, ended up in eight cop cars at my house. Kept working, kept working, stopped my partying and chillin' and drinkin' and smokin' and got my head into the game for university.
Now I'm still working, still working, earning enough to pay for my first year (rest will be taken care of by the Metis). I'm the last 18 year old on the site, having outlasted dozens of layoffs, transfers, and quittings. Nobody is left on the site (it's about a month and a half away from being totally complete, an entire 6 years of work wrapping up - it's insanely trippy). There's five other guys from my company that I work with that are all older than me, my only real friends being my spanish buddies who I consistly practice my spanish with. I'm more fluent than ever before. Todavia estoy aprendiendo. Still playing guitar. Still singing. Still growing up year to year, the last of each being more and more revolutionary than the one before it.
There's my essay of my 2008.
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