yeah...I think you may just need some sleep man. Deprivation kind of does that to you sometimes.... |
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This is the weirdest thing ever. It'ss sort of hard to explain. I just went out for a walk with some music (its about 1 am now, but i left at about 12:15) . Anyway I walked down to this park and just kinda sat staring into the middle of the field for a while (its a big park). I went into this weird trancelike state, and I really have to say its pretty creepy. It was intensifying on the walk back, and I started to think really irrationally. Not necessarily creepy thoughts or anything, but dreamlike thoughts. Thoughts that would make senese in dreams and I was thinking them but occasionally I'd become aware how weird I was being. OK wait i lost my trian of thought... |
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This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang, but a whimper.
T.S. Eliot
yeah...I think you may just need some sleep man. Deprivation kind of does that to you sometimes.... |
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If I hadn't made me
I'd be more inclined to bow
Powers that be would have swallowed me up
But that's more than I can allow...
Hhmmm... It's completely gone now. It wore off around an hour ago. That was really weird though! |
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This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang, but a whimper.
T.S. Eliot
About everything and about nothing at all...some form of inner dialogue I guess... |
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If I hadn't made me
I'd be more inclined to bow
Powers that be would have swallowed me up
But that's more than I can allow...
yeah, sleep deprevation will do that to you; it's interesting when you stay up long enough that you start to hallucinate |
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Life is a lust,
Love's a kind of dust,
Hope's an age-old feud,
And both Angels and Demons are allowed to brood.
I sort of did. I wasn't pulling new images up. But on my wak back, I was constantly seeing things, usually shadows. I was looking into a bunch of trees, and I'd see things move. I knew they weren't real I knew they were just my mind. I wouldn't call this hallucination, perhaps the first step though? |
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This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang, but a whimper.
T.S. Eliot
I get similar feelings sometimes. it happens when i have recently woke up and am feeling tired. my thought are really weird, like in a dream and they just drift away. they are more intense then regular thoughts and sometimes i catch myself thinking and just - hey! what the hell was that?! |
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LD-Count-o-meter: 4
-|So crucify the ego before it's far too late.|-
Hell, no sweat Dylan, I talk to myself all the time when I need to walk home from my school, which is a 2 mile walk. I guess I get bored. |
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Nothing's wrong with inner dialogue. I do that often myself. But I don't hold conversations with and rant to myself about how that "pile of sand beside the traintracks was a 'Mullesian Pulp Mill'" .... do NOT ask. I just had the weirdest thoughts.. its not that I was trying to convince myself, for some reason I actually believed that that's what the pile of sand was... i dont even know what the hell "mullesian" is.. just some stupid word i made up then. |
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This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang, but a whimper.
T.S. Eliot
See if you can fuck this up totally...example, go for a walk to the park, and start walking back. Try and see if you can block off perception and arrive at your house for what seems like an instantaneous second. That would be something to the effect of...I dunno, jumping over linearity. *needs a name for this* |
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Well this was last night... I'm not like it anymore. And I doubt I would have been able to do that anyway. However, when I was on the walk back, I was walking along the train tracks... And I totally phased out and was watching myself walk from behind me and about the height of the telephone poles. I don't think this was an OBE... but it was really weird. At first I thought it was, but then I looked backwards to try to see what I'd look like, but then the perception just shifted back to my normal body. It happened once more after that. |
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This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang, but a whimper.
T.S. Eliot
This happens every time i surf for about 2 hours or more...i get into a complete NATURAL high...i am so relaxed for the rest of the day... |
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"i am the crumpled sheets of paper behind an artists' attempt at perfection"
www.myspace.com/mattnocas (more recent pics and info)
Pictures of me here-----> (4 years old now)
http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=5073
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whoa this can't be good. I'm Hilary Clinton! (actually I'm not) |
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Ignorant bliss is an oxymoron; but so is miserable truth.
dont u know? |
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you all laugh because i am different.
i laugh because you are all the same.
Well, that sort of nonesense happens to me all the time. I just begin to speak and say a bunch of stuff and then I kind of pause myself for a moment and say to myself "WTF? That makes no sense..." |
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If I hadn't made me
I'd be more inclined to bow
Powers that be would have swallowed me up
But that's more than I can allow...
aaahahahahh "John Jacob Jingleheimerschmit", i TOTALLY forgot about that song.. aahah |
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This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang, but a whimper.
T.S. Eliot
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