I've now received a couple of the supplements I ordered... I'll post the results. Oh, also, in reading Thomas Yuschak's book I learned if you use Piracetam you can get away with using supplements every other night, which is how I'm doing it now. If I notice any fatigue or other problems I'll slow down.
5-HTP. Took it the recommended way... before bed then woke after 5 hours and took a single Galantamind tablet (4mg Galantamine, 200mg Choline, plus includes B5, don't remember how much offhand). Also used 200mg L-Theanine to help get back to sleep. Had a very pleasant experience with this combo... no lucidity, but otherwise just as Yuschak describes... pleasant but extremely passive. 1st dream I was sitting in a schoolroom at a desk with my eyes closed, trying to fall asleep! Had several others where I was in the passenger seat of a car moving slowly as I looked out the window. I was almost catatonic in most of these, but there were a couple of very short dreams with more activity. Woke feeling suffused with blissful wellbeing that lasted all day.
Alpha-GPC. Again, used as directed. After sleeping (only 3 hours though), then took 600mg along with a double dose of Galantamind (so 8mg Galantamine, 400mg Choline). Again, used 200mg L-theanine to help fall back asleep. stayed up and read for almost an hour for the G to reach peak level, then lay on my back to attempt WILD. My body easily lay perfectly still... it seemed to be almost numb, as if already asleep, and though I counted to ten over and over and watched the patterns behind my eyelids, took several hours to fall asleep.. Finally rolled onto my right side, and stopped trying to WILD, just let myself pass out in hopes of DILD. And it was a raging success!! Got by far my longest lucid to date... seemed to go on for hours, and woke and fell back into lucidity many times afterwards. This was an amazing experience! Characterized by several things... I heard music throughout, and during the many parts where I found myself laying in my bed (though the room never looked at all like my room) I was hearing people talking in the next room. I seemed to recognize the songs, but on waking can't remember what they were. Other characteristics - I occasionally lost visuals or had some trouble seeing clearly, and had a bit of difficulty moving at times, as if my limbs were weak or restricted gently somehow. But overall a fantastic experience!! I kept finding myself laying in my bed and hearing people as if there's a (quiet) party one room over, but after a while I would always realize I was dreaming and get up to go exploring. I would crash through walls or sometimes just walk through doors and always found myself in corridors or rooms... couldn't find my way outside... it was like I was in an endless maze of interiors. Most fun parts - once I lost visuals in my room but the song told me to feel textures, so I ran my hands over the walls and curtains, then I punched out the window and felt the brick outside. Visuals came back. The song told me to eat glass. I knew it was a dream, so I did and it was soft and chewy! Also, for the first time in any lucid, I remembered to stabilize! Rubbed my hands together and said "Increase clarity now", but strangely, though I spoke out loud, I couldn't hear my voice, and clarity didn't increase. Oh well, it's still progress, and I'm really enjoying this.
I'm intrigued by Yuschak's theory that the most important factor in attaining lucidity is the level of certain chemicals in the brain during sleep, and that natural LD'ers are people who naturally have higher levels of them than others do. It also makes me wonder, if I had learned techniques for this when I was younger (I'm 49 now) maybe I would have had better success without the supplements? But I do intend to also keep trying for lucidity without the supplements, and Im sure after my initial excitement for all this wears off a bit I'll use them less and less. I also hope though that I get better control and clarity in my supplement-induced lucids through practice and experience.
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