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I was in my home when I got a visit from an good friend, I was surprised, but in the same time I was shocked. I thought how he can be here and smiling, I know he died, in that time I already was knowing I was dreaming. I got angry and frustrated, and just wanted to end the dream then and there, I tried but dream didn't end, it was too stable. I got outside and the only word that came to my mind was alive, there were many people outside walking around talking and laughing. From the warm air, the sunlight I was feeling on my skin, the dust on the ground, the butterfly's around me, even the feeling of gravity on my body, occasionally there were some mosquito trying to bite me. The green nature, the flowers and puffy clouds in the sky, they were magnificent. I tried to fly away, but couldn't, I tried to change something, but nothing happens, I tried to create life, but didn't work. Then an idea hit me, I was too deep in the phase and because of that my control sucked, I remembered Mr Raduga was talking about this in some of his works. After some time satisfied with what I saw, I tried to end the experience, on the fifth try I finally succeeded.