My Experiances and Questions...

I came across this site surfing the net, it grabbed my attension and as I read on I realized iv been having LD's without realizing that this was something that people tried to do.
For some reason all my LD's or at leat the ones i can remember in the last 4 weeks have been rather violent. When I slip into an LD I realize the at I am in a world without concequenses...
and it makes me go wiled. I do things that in the real world I would never even think about. For example, I live in a Uni Dorm, and there are certain people I have to live with that I can't stand
I mean really cant stand.. So when I had this LD and i was in my dorm, next thing I do is grab a weapon (cant remember what it was) and start chasing after these people trying to kill them.
I guess that i wasent 100% LDeaming cause if I had been I sure as hell would have come up with something more entertaning to do like flying..

So is this normal, have you ever had a LD where you have some control and you decide to do things that would be deemed bad in the real world..? Like beating the hell out of your boss?

Another question I have is, when I was little I used to sleepwalk, not very often but a couple of times, is there any chance that having an LD would make you sleep walk and act
out the things that your dreaming of doing? because if that would ever happen id be in a lot of trouble. maybe i should cuff myself to my bed ;)

Thanks for any help. In real life Im a real easygoing kind person, maybe i store up my aggressions to much.

Smurf

PS. I had a real wierd dream last night, where I was dreaminig of dreaming.... ie I was having a dream, that I was having a dream. I woke up from my first dream, only to later wake up again (in real life) and find out that I had been dreaming of dreaming.. scary stuff. Oh another thing I used to do as a kid, when i was chased by monsters or whatever, id throw myself off buildings knowing that if the monsters tried theyd die. From past dreams I had remembered that jumping off any high object was not going to kill me. Problem was I would wake up on the floor beside my bed most times. I actually must have rolled out of bed and then dreamt, i had jumped off a building. ;)


pps. excuse the grammer English is not my first language.

im kinda curious about the sleepwalking too because i also used too do it. and i would jump off something like your self also but only to wake myself up when i couldnt "will" it (this i did at young ages)

also i dont see any problem with killing people in your dream.it seams that you are trying to just get out anger. now what i do find "evil" is when people kill in their dreams for the hell of it.




"do what thou wilt and that shall be the whole of the law"
-aleister crowley

Please don't feel bad.. I think we've all probably done things in lucid dreams that we would never do in real waking life (in fact that's part of lucid dreaming's appeal)!

Lucid dreaming is a safe way to take out your aggression and it might even be therapeutic.. it helps you vent!

You need not apologize for your english.. your post was very well written. :)