I DID IT!!

Lucidity at last!!
I am talking to graeme about a work situation, that has been bothering us in life, so i think it seeped into my subconcious...anyway, graeme is sitting in my big comfy chair by my desk, and i am lying on the bed. At this point, i am aware that i am dreaming.
he talks about the situation, and repeats a statement that he made to me the day before, in real life.
he then picks up my mobile phone, and turns it off...I've lost my mobile, and graeme has never been in my house...perfect dreamsigns, although i didn't recognise them as signs as such, just realised i was dreaming
'what did you do that for?' i ask him, but i know it's so we won't be disturbed...;)
i look at him, study him, the way he is, everything about him, and i know i want him, and that i can go to him, and that my thoughts are my own. i realise i have complete control...
i lean over to him, and rest my head on his shoulder. he sighs happily.
i stay there for a minute, just being there, loving the way he smells, and enjoying my lucidity, and the clarity of my senses.
I begin kissing the inside of his upper arm, just above the point where elbow and forearm meet, where doctors draw blood, and his skin is fair and pale, untouched by the sun...
i can feel him relaxing, and i can feel myself wanting to go further, but taking it easy, and then he begs me to stop, saying, 'oh god, liz, please don't!'
at which point i lost it...
damn...

Congrats! :yddd: Cool, isn't it???

yes, that one was particularly brilliant!!
have been thinking about it today, doing regular reality checks, hoping i can do it again tonight, but prolong it for a while.
i think right at the end, where he told me to stop, i relinquished control, when what i should have done, was said a loud, resounding, 'no!'
it's an amazing feeling, all my senses seemed to be so alive, and i was really, really happy.
everything was so much more intense, awareness was so much greater...