My first lucid experience...I think
I'm driving a car...and that is when I know I am dreaming, for I do not drive in reality, it is not legal! However, I am driving this car very well. I am driving it up a hill and it is all dark. I stop the engine at the top of the hill. I know that if I turn the engine back on, the car will roll back, and spin out of control... so after a few seconds of thought, I turn it back on...and I am swerving around and around, down the hill. I slam my hand on the stearing wheel and the car stops, but I am trapped. I place my hands on the windscreen and it seperates into two and I jump out of the car, through the windscreen. Then I am gliding, off the side of the hill, and I feel as though I am flying, but I get too carried away, and then...I wake up.
Can anyone explain this?! Was I lucid dreaming at all?! :?
Re: My first lucid experience...I think
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Originally posted by loray
I'm driving a car...and that is when I know I am dreaming, for I do not drive in reality, it is not legal! However, I am driving this car very well. I am driving it up a hill and it is all dark. I stop the engine at the top of the hill. I know that if I turn the engine back on, the car will roll back, and spin out of control... so after a few seconds of thought, I turn it back on...and I am swerving around and around, down the hill. I slam my hand on the stearing wheel and the car stops, but I am trapped. I place my hands on the windscreen and it seperates into two and I jump out of the car, through the windscreen. Then I am gliding, off the side of the hill, and I feel as though I am flying, but I get too carried away, and then...I wake up.
Can anyone explain this?! Was I lucid dreaming at all?! :?
Yes, it was a Lucid Dream in that you knew you were dreaming at the time. That being settled, let's analyze the choices you made. You do understand that once a Dream becomes Lucid it should inform all of your Choices with the Understanding that you are a Dream Self -- that can Fly, that can go through Walls, and that cannot be killed no matter what. In most cases you are entirely free to walk out of one dream scene and to fly up and descend down into another -- I've heard some people simply walk through mirrors to change scenes. But you decided to stay with the Car Scenario. Good. The Car Dream is a common motif for dreams. It shows how one applies one's will power to assert control over one's life. Here your Higher Dream Self showed you in complete control while going up the Mountain, but then you had this insane anxiety about what to do next. It is like the famous Japanese Zen Koan, "What do you do after you climbed to the top of the flagpole?" To turn the engine off is the safe option, but then there is nothing. The Goal has been reached and now emptiness. You know that if you turn the engine back on, there will be a descent into insanity and chaos. You go for it. Everything goes crazy and you end up stopping the car, with frustrated anger rather than any true control input, at a level much lower than you had attained, and, feeling trapped, you escape. Sounds almost suicidal. They should take away your belt and shoelaces.
But flying away shows a good choice. Don't worry that the dream dimmed right about then. All dreams are always on a time constraint. Some are a bit longer than others, but none go on forever.
This Dream was an important Anxiety Dream -- important because it was allowed to become lucid which is signal that your Higher Dream Mind wanted to emphasize it. It was a Message. Perhaps you should re-evaluate your thinking about the top of the Mountain. Perhaps you should meditate on that Japanese Zen koan and figure out another alternative besides simply dropping off, when you achieve the Height of your Ambitions.
Lucid Dreams are not so much about exercising Control as they are about making informed Choices. Each Important Dream is something of a Test, and you are graded and progress on how you respond to the Dream Material as it is presented. And then we have an opportunity to judge ourselves. We need to examine our dreams -- the choices we made and the results that followed and see if that is indeed showing us a Message for our Lives.
Anxiety Dreams are something of a blessing and a curse. They are a big bummer to have, but studies have shown that people who have the most Anxiety Dreams are the very people who have the least to be anxious about. Apparently all of the Warnings they are given by their Dream Mind work out so as to keep them on the Successful Straight and Narrow.
Re: My first lucid experience...I think
Thanks for all this advice! It all seems to be making sense now...no longer so confussed! :lol: