Did it before....unknowingly...wanna do ot again!!

What I'm about to say came back to me last night as I was looking through the tutorials on this page, like something triggered a subconcious memory that I thought I forgot. Once, when I was about 11 or so, I was having your normal run of the mill nightmare. I was running from something, all I know is that it was black w/ red eyes. And, for no particular reason I stopped, turned around and said "What the hell do you think you're doing? This is my dream!!". At that moment I woke up. Still to this day I've never been in full control of my dreams like that. What I want to do is get back to that control, but I still don't know what I did that allowed me to control it in the first place. :cry:

Hi Qi!
That might have been a good start to Lding.....
What u need to do is focus more on remembering that dream, enter it and gain control...just pick it up where u have left it - or the last part that u remember.... :wink:
if u concentrate more and distinguish on what is real and not, then you might get out from the doll..... :wink:

You are kind of like me, well at least i could control mine a little bit. But i have some problems attaining lucidity.