Subconscious didn't want me to communicate?

Before I even hold any enthusiasm with LDing I had quite a few back then.
Though with most of it I was a dumb chrome, I'm not really thinking of anything, and merely lets the dream progress by itself.

Though most of my experiences with LDing were often associated with my subconscious trying to literally suck me out of the dream state. There was an event where a few seconds after attaining lucidity, the objects in the dream scene starts to lose it's physics, it's like the gravity deteriorates, and it's quite hard to breathe. And my head hurts. Now the objects starts floating, including me O.o, and we're somehow being sucked into a space unknown, like a black hole or something. I'm trying to hold onto anything that could possibly keep me on the ground, but I fail. Now at the event on getting sucked in that 'hole', I gain consciousness.

Now this happened quite a lot back then. Strange.

I know I'm calm and indifferent enough to avoid any premature awakening.

Any thoughts?