My first real WILD attempt successful!! :D full story :]
Ok I'm so excited.
I've never had the balls to do a wbtb wild before but this time it wasnt dark outside and I thought I won't find a better opportunity so I tried to lay still for a long while. It didnt work, because it felt like if I was subconciously trying to wild, I couldn't go back to sleep. I was wide awake.
So I rolled over and layed still about 3-4 times (kind of like king yoshi's wild technique) and finally I just fell asleep and that was all I wanted then. I had 1 dream, woke up, went back into another dream(one was lucid and one was not).
Then I woke up again and I felt pretty drowsy this time so I felt like I should try to wild.
So I rolled into a comfortable position and layed still for about.. 3 minutes and I felt my body going completely numb and I couldnt move(I've experienced this stage of SP many times so I was used to the feeling of not being able to move but it still feels very uncomfortable).
However, I kept reminding myself to calm down and as time went, I started to see an eye infront of my vision, very similar to one of my own eyes, and it creeped me out a littlebit because I relate "the allseeing eye" with conspiracy stuff and shit. So I maintained calm and then other pictures ran by my eyes and I decided to stick with a girl that was dancing very sexy.
Then I started to hear REALLY loud Kurdish music(I'm originally from kurdistan).
And I was like "I can survive music, I mean people have heard crazy shit, im lucky". So I just stayed calm until it almost was gone and I thought "maybe I have transitioned already" so I tried to move, it didnt work and I didn't wanna snap out of the sp so I didn't wanna push it. So I remained there for a while and then I just got up. Like, I just got up. I noseplugged and I was in.
I was pretty excited but because it was a WILD I managed to remember stability and everything so the first thing I did was looking around and then at myself. I noticed that I could only see with one eye, the other eye was lagging like fucking windows 98, you know when the documents you opened just slided with?
"http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcS2D88NuC61kXmeI7q7FBTwHFUtcKwto IdhVfMXyGCNErzHZwC8pUHmapgaQA" like that.
So I desperately tried to lick things, I licked the wall and got down and licked the floor. I touched everything but it was so foggy, I went out of my room and then I Was back in my room for no reason and then all off a sudden after some licking and telling myself "this is going to be a long experience and im calm" both my eyes just started working. just like that and everything got stable, even my body.
Before, my body parts were moving around, I barely had legs, it was like 5 inch legs and then body all the way up to the neck and it was slimy.
So I got out of my room, looked into my room where my little brother was playing on his computer and went to my stairs and just jumped. I was running on the walls and I did like a backflip thingy right down on the floor. Ask me if I felt badass.
When I got downstairs, I started to get ideas to go places and I decided the moon. I opened the front door to go outside and I could hear different people talking. I was about to go outside and BOM my alarm goes off :D Yea all I can say is that it won't make any more sounds. Ever.
anyway it was awesome and I will probably do it more now :D
P.S it's somewhat superior to a DILD :P:P
EDIT: also, when I looked back at the bed after getting up, I didnt see my body lie there so I guess it wasnt an OBE but I actually think it's all about what you expect. if you expect yout body to lie there and to have a silverchord attached to you, it will happen.
But a normal person that isn't that much into OBE's normally expect his body to not lie down as he is up. I mean, how often does that happen in reality? ;)
