1st lucid dream!!! ... i think
Ok so iv been trying to lucid dream for about a month, maybe 2 and iv been really close with my WILDs but just never got there, i always opened my eyes. Recently iv been trying a WILD upon first sleep, which always failed (which i expect) i do this to help my awareness, someone else on this forum told me about it on a post, i dont know his name but if you're reading this thank you, this helped!!! anyway it failed and i went to sleep as normal, i intended to try to WILD when i woke up naturally during the night but i was really tired and just didnt feel like tonight was my night so went to sleep as normal, i woke up again in the night and wrote down my non-lucid dream in my journal and went back to sleep, this is where the fun begins.
I was in a dream (cant remember what happened before lucidity) but i remember i was on a bus and i wanted to get off so i went downstairs and as i was getting off a lady got on the bus and was arguing with the driver, the driver closed the doors and drove on instead of letting me off, so i began to argue with him. Me and the stange lady both argued on him and i started laughing. I thought to myself this is really weird so i did a reality check, i looked at my hands and 1 hand was normal, the other had 6 fingers and the middle 2 fingers was stuck together. I then realized i was dreaming so i said seperate and they slowly began to part. I then got off the bus and it was raining so i looked up at the sky and said clear and it slowly turned to a clear blue sky. At this point i was so happy with myself, next i seen an old lady who smiled at me and then a boy jumped in the air and flew right past me so i decided to try it, i jumped in the air and just floated, i couldnt move left or right just floated like it was zero gravity. Then everything when white and i woke up. The whole experience last about a minute, maybe 2? when i woke up i immediately wrote it in my journal.
The only thing is, when i woke up it didnt seem like i just dreamt it, i dont know how to explain it but im having doubts, did i really just dream that or did i just imagine i dreamt it, it sounds weird and i cant put it in to words but i dont know. Anyway im really happy and wanted to share this with you guys. Sorry for the huge long essay lol.
