Just to share with you.........my first decent 100% lucid dream
Wonderful, i feel like crying....
2 hours before bed i mixed 1g choline bitartrate, 250mg DMAE, 500mg ALCAR, 1g Phenibut mixed in half cup orange juice..... Swallowed 1 x 4mg Galamer Galantamine tablet before bed. Didn't go through Hypnogogics but went straight to deep sleep.
Sometime during the night:
"I felt something touching over my head and heard music, i sat up an shouted into the dark 'WHO's THERE?' I got up and opened my bedroom door, to find myself fully dressed in my living room...decorated with Xmas decorations with a beautifully decorated tree in the corner, which i was in awe, the colours and the lights, wow...beautiful, my head filled with music, i went over and knelt down by the tree and brushed my hand over the tinsel and pine needles and lights, which kept changing colours, they were not LED lights i noticed, no wires, they just hovered gently twinkling around the tree singing music to me. I kept thinking how could this be......
I then realized i was dreaming and stood up, and did what i always do in my lucid dreams i rubbed my right hand in a circular motion round my head three time and then patted it firmly on the top three times and felt nothing. I am dreaming.....i am dreaming......i am dreaming, The music turned into a kind of electronic dance music and i began to dance around the room waving and thrashing my arms about.
I was laughing with intense excitement and euphoria..ITS XMAS i shouted, I HOPE IT SNOWS, I the ran to a door put my hand on the door handle....I HOPE IT SNOWS FOR XMAS i whispered, i opened the door slowly.....my eyes, my mind was filled with a orange glowing haze, music still in my my mind......I HOPE IT SNOWS......and slowly as i was willing it to snow the image of my garden began to appear and the garden was filled with snow, lit by an orange light it looked like, with large heavy snow flakes falling all around me. The music changed to something like silent night but like my own version of it and i began to feel overwhelmed by a peaceful emotion an cried my eyes out.
Sadly the music faded and the scene faded into orange mist again and the mist faded slowly into darkness and i was moving backward and up in some unknown direction.
I woke up feeling quite sad, it was 5.41am, but i smiled, and was pleased, it was good, really, a real 100% vivid lucid dream with some control. Got up to make a cup of tea and to write up in my journal.....sadly dreamers my living room..... no decorations, no beautiful tree, dull as usual. I looked out through the window into the street no snow, just another dark dreary Mancunian morning and thought "REALITY SUCKS".........
