First Deild, and talked with my angel
The whole entry is in the journal, I'll just post the important stuff.
Last night I recalled 4 dreams, I'll write about the first one, I believe it's a metaphor.
1)I'm with my cousin christian and his sister steph. We are in miami in a park , beside me is D (my crush). We looked so happy together, i could not forget her smile. She said "Hey the traffic light is red, we should wait".
PS: there was no traffic light.
-I'm pretty sure that this was a metaphor, she's my crush and I believe that the dream means to wait a bit, it still isn't our time and that when the moment comes we might be together.
Ok and the lucid part, I woke up from another dream and I remembered I was soo sleepy that i just focused on myself for like 1 minute and got in the dream aware.
4)I'm inside a van, next to me is my mom and i don't know who is driving. we passed by a park that had a public gym. We get to a restaurant and as i get off the car i tell my mom i'm dreaming, she calls me crazy and insane. I do a RC and yep i'm aware. At the entrance of the restaurant there is a huge muscular guy with a girl , he's yelling " whoever can kick my ass i'll pay them" so i told my mom to look at this, i tapped him on the shoulder and when he turned to look at me I punched him so hard i could feel how his nose went threw his skull.
I started with my objective, and called out loud "Hey gabriel please come!! (gabriel is my angels name), I turned around and saw a boy coming up to me on his bycicle, he gets off his bike and comes to me, he had Ians face from Smosh
(I'm sure he had this appearance to look friendly) ,I said:
-Are you him?
-he replied
-Yes, i'm gabriel
his brown hair started glowing and turned white and his eyes also glowed and turned white!, then he turned normal again.
He proceeds talking about my dad, he said that my dad needs a lot of motivation and moral motivation, because of his job. In his current job everything bad happens to him, his car breaks down a lot, he loses his papers, his boss is a dick, he gets stolen, he barely sleeps 4 hours =/. I asked him
-why does this happen to my dad?
he said
-it's his destiny.
I was very shocked, that sucks... and then gabriel spots something in the distance, he says
-don't be scared, don't panic
There were 2 demons walking on the road and heading towards us. The demons had red skin and a raptor like head. A third one appeared and they were getting closer. I said:
-Gabriel this is freaking me out, I'm gonna wake up i can't see this.
he said
-no, don't be scared I got this.
Gabriel went in front of me acting like a human shield, he started to do some movements with his hand (I thinks prayers), One demon dissapeard. The other two were more close and flew above us, I fell on the ground and gabriel went on top of me to cover me. I asked him
-Hey this is a dream, can i call holy mary?
he didn't reply because he was busy doing his things. I closed my eyes and at this point I was more scared. I yelled in my head for holy mary to appear, I opened my eyes and I was in a new dream scene.
I WAS STILL DREAMING. In this new scene i had just woken up from the lucid I just had. I was layin on a bed and remembering the lucid dream that just happened and I was shocked. Then I woke up for real.
I won't believe anyone that says it was my subconscious, I believe in what i saw and for me it's real.
