Even my own anger can find itself in an LD

"For many men that stumble at the threshold are well forewarned that danger lurks within."
-William Shakespeare

One night I was pretty tired. I had been watching a bunch of movies and I wanted to go to sleep. I then plopped on the floor and fell asleep.

I awoke to the dream world and I found myself in a place I had never been. It was a house. It had bright white walls everywhere. I hate white that is too bright. My sisters came into the room I was in and said, "Welcome home." After that I knew I had to do a reality check. I was dreaming. I asked where I was. One of my sisters said "My house, silly." I really didn't like the place. It was pretty small. I wanted to wake up and get out of there. Just then a police officer came into the front door. He said, "How is everything going over here." "Just fine officer.", said one of my sisters. The officer then walked over to us and my sisters and him talked for a while. I said nothing. The officer somehow trips into me and grabs onto my Star of David necklace, rips it off, and breaks it. I get angry and start screaming at him. He apologizes a lot. I fall to my knees and start crying. The officer then went into another room. I was so mad I decided to kill him. It was an LD so it didn't matter if he died or not. I went into a bathroom and I created a BFG. If you played Doom you know what I am talking about. I went into the room where the officer was at and he was masturbating. I scream, "You sick fuck! How dare you do that in my sister's house!" I shot him and there was a big explosion. There was blood everywhere. I was still very angry. LD or not I still love that necklace and nothing gets away with ruining it.

Anger can affect what I do in an LD and after this it really hit me. I have been angry in an LD before, but not to this extent. Even though you know the LD isn't real you still don't want it to happen. I just hope nothing happens like this again in one of my LD's.

I seem to remember you talking of horribly murdering someone in another LD Yume.

Do you have such strong passion while awake as well? I am rarely violent in my dreams, lucid or non-lucid.

A BFG, well, if you are going to do it, at least you decided to do a thorough job of it!

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Originally posted by Seeker
I seem to remember you talking of horribly murdering someone in another LD Yume.

Do you have such strong passion while awake as well? I am rarely violent in my dreams, lucid or non-lucid.

A BFG, well, if you are going to do it, at least you decided to do a thorough job of it!

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I do murder people in some of my LD's, but not because of something as simple as someone destroying a possession. I really let myself go that time compared to the others. In some dreams I just kill for the experience of killing someone to see it without doing in the real world, but this was out of pure instinctive anger. That is why I didn't like this LD that much.

In one of my ld's I was staring at the sky because it was all warped and what not when some dc's kept bumping into me i didnt think much of it till one knocked me down then they all dog piled on top of me. It felt like I couldnt breathe and it pissed me off. So I knocked them off me and whipped out my samurai sword and slashed them all down. It was amazingly vivid. Blood spurt everywehre heads fell off they screamed in pain and yea :shakehead2: poor dc's didnt know what him them.

in real life do you ever express anger? do you consider yourself a person that never gets angry?

i smell some leakage due to heavy duty repression...