I called for knowledge of my UNCONSCIOUSNESS...turned into something very strange

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06-26-2013, 08:10 AM
dreamstudent123

I called for knowledge of my UNCONSCIOUSNESS...turned into something very strange

This morning I had a couple of LD's. In one of them I was in New York (but it was still somewhere my hometown)and flew to the top of a skyscraper. I felt that I was losing a little bit of control so I looked at my hands and stabilized. I did my usual shouts like: "permanent clarity! permanent stability". Yesterday evening I also had read about 'anchoring' yourself to the dream, so I did this. Now that I was ready, I wanted to do something deeper. Something that would give some knowledge about myself, cause I always had done the fun things in my lucids.

I looked at the sky and shouted "Unconsciousness, share your knowledge with me!" It already was a little dark, but suddenly the whole sky became pitch black...Far away I saw a light. I looked better and it was a star, a falling star coming towards me. I looked at it while it was falling, but suddenly it split in two, and in three, and...Then the sparks exploded one by one. I was looking at a beautiful firework and was awed. I had been surprised by the sound of the explosions so I had stumbled on my back. The firework stopped and then something really scary/weird happened.

Out of the dark a 'me' came running towards me. Right after this, 20 'me's rushed towards me and tried to grab me...They overwhelmed me and I was really scared actually. Somehow they felt like they were my twin brother, because they shouted something and it was his voice.( I don't remember the things they said, but It was something weird, something irrelevant. This is weird, cause in one of my other lucids, when I confronted a monster, he also had the voice of my brother and when the dream faded he said something about call of duty?? I don't even remember if they were 'me's or they had my brothers face...it was like they faded into each other...

Does anybody has an idea what this means, how I could interpret this? Cause quite frankly I expected some different 'knowledge'...

Thanks!
06-27-2013, 04:59 PM
Flycat

This reminds me of the lucids i have (EACH ONE OF THEM!) where my "mom" comes, then when she tries to murder me i kill her and like 20 clones appear. Shit though, it all goes dark, i hear the door locking, and through the door they come, with knifes and guns.
07-08-2013, 01:41 PM
Saladin

Yeah , I think I understand what this means clearly .

Mainly , Most of people they have many people inside of them by identifying to their own emotions & states .

Like , You feel lonely , You identify with that feeling as yourself , Even though it's just a feeling arising , And so you react to that perception of yourself in another feeling like sadness or fear , And you identify it to it as well , And thus now you have 2 false perceptions of yourself , Overwhelming you , just because you identified with these feelings to be your own self .

This is what this means , Through your unconsciousness of this whole identification business , There's so many false versions of you , That aren't really you , That are overwhelming you and taking away your life .

If you really want to learn more about this .

Try Vernon Howard .

Search for the video in youtube called "Steps towards a Secret Life" , Watch the 3 parts and then start reading some more of his books, He's tough , But this will enable you to know about all these false version of yourself that are hiding as yourself that you need to eliminate to find who you really are .

Cheers .
07-10-2013, 02:24 PM
NikolaiLou

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Originally Posted by dreamstudent123

Does anybody has an idea what this means, how I could interpret this? Cause quite frankly I expected some different 'knowledge'...

Thanks!

Someone else's interpretation of this would be irrelevant bud. You gotta sift through your own thoughts, feelings, desires, fears, etc whilst thinking about this dream and what it might mean. Nobody else can do that for you : )

And even then an interpretation may not come in words but be a realisation of some kind, or a feeling, or an emotion, or a release of some energy blockage within you. And even those things might be delayed and not happen immediately and you may not even notice them, like seeds they may start to blossom and actually blossom much later and in such a way that you won't link the dream to them.

So, you see how someone else's simple words are pretty much worhless compared to what can happen if you start to look within for the answers and growth.