Hey guys! Last night (more like this morning) I had an alarm set to go off a little after 4 hours of sleep so that I could awake to take the Galantamine and Choline Bitartrate combination. I am also going to be explaining a lot of my dream just for fun, so feel free to skip over parts if you would like Here's my experience:
I woke up at 5:30 (went to sleep at about 1, fell asleep at probably 1:15-1:20), feeling a bit tired and not really remembering any dreams. I took one tablet of Choline Bitartrate. Now, if you guys could help me with this, because I don't understand how much I took. The pill is 650mg, but it says on the bottle it reads "Provides 260mg of Choline". Does this mean that I took only 260mg of Choline, or 650? Anyways, I took one of those. Then I opened my 8mg capsule of Galantamine and crudely separated the powder into two "equal" piles, and took one. About 4mg. I then read a book about lucid dreaming for 30 minutes before laying back down to sleep. (It's about 6:00 now)
First off, a TON happened in the hour that I was asleep (6:15-715). For you guys, I bolded the parts that I felt were most important, and stood out most to me, in case you don't care about my dream.
I attempted to remain conscious and just float into a dream, but it didn't quite work out, although I did have some interesting kinestetic feelings. But since this didn't work, I just rolled over and went to sleep.
Here's where it gets interesting. Now, in my dream I'm sitting at my computer. For some odd reason I feel the need to look at my hands, and I wave them in front of my face. They leave some sort of black streak in the air, and I realize I am dreaming; however, I don't remember any more of this part of the dream. But it was interesting, because I was so surprised that I was dreaming. It felt real! I could physically feel myself in the dream world, which was odd, and I can't remember any other time that this has happened to me. Later on, I had another dream where I was sort of getting grabbed by a pedophile. But I had some notion that I was dreaming, and I tried to make myself get behind him by using mental power. I remember him screaming out something like this "It's like we changed positions!"
I forget how that led up to here, but I lost lucidity and now was hanging with three dudes. One blonde guy, the pedo, and some dude trying to protect me. The blonde guy grabbed a gun, and now I figured out that I was dreaming, so I floated up into the air, and then charged down and kicked the dudes in the face. Pretty cool. After this, I floated around with some DC's around some city. It's hard to explain. We weren't like superman flying or anything, just floating. It was great ;D
In another segment of the dream, there was this girl with a moustache. Personally, I don't think this is attractive, so I'd tried to will it away. Unfortunately, this attempt was unsuccessful, but I felt it require noting.
Later, I was in a car with this girl and my mom (who was actually the girl's mom in the dream, idk). But I didn't want her there, so I tried to will her to dissappear. Another unsuccessful attempt, but it was fun to try haha. I also tried to "delete" my dad earlier, but his head started throbbing and turning yellow, instead of him dissapearing.
Finally, I was outside in my backyard at this last part. The sun was shining, and everything was so vivid, more than I had ever previously experienced. When I try to remember how it all looked right now, it doesn't seem vivid, but when I was there it was so clear. I didn't even do anything cool, just admired the scenery. I decided that I wanted to test my senses, but for some reason I was unable to name them all. But I saw this leaf, and I put it in my mouth. I could taste it, and actually feel it against my tongue. This was so profound and amazing to me.
Believe it or not, there was more to my dreams but I will leave those out for the sake of thread length.
Notes, and what I found to be intriguing:
- I had and recall several different dreams, which is rare for me
- Dreams were much more vivid
- In my dreams, I felt like I could recall dreams that I had in the same night, much better than I could when I awoke
- I had 1-2 false awakenings when I was trying to wake myself up (I don't know why I tried this)
- At times the dreams would no longer be visible, but I would still be conscious
- I seemed to easily remember in-dream techniques to use
- I had very short points of EXTREME vividity. Like I believe at one point I saw my dad's arm, and it looked so real. But I don't think the whole dream was this clear
- I tried to control several different things, such as making people dissapear, water bending, etc, but not all of them worked
- I became lucid several different times
How I believe the combination affected me:
- More dreams
- Better Recall
- Seemingly higher state of consciousness, ie more times becoming lucid
Questions for you guys:
- Any questions about the supplements?
- Do you think, based on the dosage I told you at the top, that I took 260mg or 650mg of Choline Bitartrate?
- Why do you think I had so many different dreams?
- Do you think I had many different dreams, or a long dream or two in which lucidity was lost and I forgot some segments that connect the dreams I told you?
- Any questions for me?
Thank you all for reading, and I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing this. Please give me your thoughts on my experience
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