I have a dream that has continued most of my life
Since I was a teen, I've had a dream that seems to continue from time to time. I am always the same person, regular characters come and go. Some have died. I'm now 50, so it's been going on a long time. It's not my regular dream anymore, but for about 20 years it was the only dream I had (like episodes of a tv show.)
I'll talk more about the subject of the dream later, but for now I just wanted to know if others have had a similar long term dream?
I never considered having Lucid Dreams to be a good thing. Most of mine have not been fun. If a few, I can fly. I taught my self this in a dream where I was falling. I often have those. In one I realized that I was falling in a dream and just decided to stop. I just landed on the ground standing. Later I worked with the idea and can sometimes concentrate in my dreams and do things like levitate a few feet and move around the room. Other times I seem to be able to fly around like the typical super hero, although I don't ever have any other "powers".
Flying does take effort. It often tires me out and I have to land or suffer pain from the effort.
The most disturbing thing about my LD's is when I see something that I know I've dreamed about (that's the feeling I have, da javu.) I certainly can't be sure I have actually seen something, but seeing an event on TV, or visiting a new place, often makes me "flash" back to a dream memory.
The general topic of my dream is about a the end of the world. It's a horrific disaster, world wide, that results in the breakdown of civilization. There were years of suffering and death afterwards. Then a period where I was the only one alive that I could find. I wandered the world looking for others. I eventually found a few people, then more and eventually settled in a small community that had rebuild. There were truly 4 or 5 years where there were no other people. No animals. No vegetation. I don't know what I lived on, I don't remember ever eating. I did drink water from streams when I found it. I need to make it clear. This is not one dream, on one night. This dream has continued off and on for 35 years or more.
I can provide more detail in follow ups. I don't want to make this a novel here. Mainly I'm just curious if others have had a similar dream sequence.
Re: I have a dream that has continued most of my life
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Originally posted by 2lives
(that's the feeling I have, da javu.)
Da-javu can be a state of mind. Just a feeling like you have been somewhere or something is happening again. I'm not saying that this is the case with you. A good way to tell if it is a just a feeling or a reoccurrence in a dream would be to have it documented in a dream journal.
Re: I have a dream that has continued most of my life
Hello 2Lives,
It's important to ask, does your dream seem to progress at the same rate as your waking life? Meaning, do the characters age through the years in parallel to you?
Longitudinal dreams are somewhat common. I'm 35 and have had a particular dream for over 20 years. It doesn't trouble me, though I've experienced it often enough, that when I awaken from it, I feel discombobulated - unable for a few seconds or more to distinguish if my waking reality is indeed, reality.
I don't know what your belief system is, but what you're experiencing could be the result of past life memories - or your dreamstate could be tapping into a parallel universe according to String Theory.
Or, you might try to reflect back to your teen years to note if there was any event or crisis that caused you to seek "protection." Many times, people will develop a dream in their youth, as a result of trauma (sometimes unrealized/unactualized) and then return to that dream throughout their adulthood as a means to reconnect with the comfort of a "familiar place," even if it's not a place of solace.
~Deja