how dissapointing!!!!

oh how dissapointing!

i thought i had attainted lucidity...


but the strange thing was i was dreaming about having a lucid dream.

sorta a weird experiance. seems strange but i KNOW i wasn't having a lucid dream


but i have good news!!!

i'm recalling at least one dream a night! sometimes 2!!!!!

i'll be controlling my dreams in no time.

thanks for the help guys. i'll be back to tell you my first lucid dream (which shouldn't be too far off)


P.S. I just remembered... in dreamed up lucid dream i decided to face one of my old fears. and well i defeated it. strange thing it was.

recently Ive had a few semilucid/dreams about luciding, like Im dreaming, and Im doing things that I would do if I was luciding, but I dont feel like I have full control over it, and its just as random as a regular dream, I need to start doing reality checks more.