lucid fun

I had a couple of lds last night (thats becoming a habit haha) Dild is really working out for me.. I don't even do rc's (I try but it's a tough habit.) I guess I just go to sleep thinking I'm going to have one over and over (maybe mild.)

It seems that the majority of non lucid dreams I have I remember but It's just a memory like I was never there but I remember it. Hard to explain. Like I have the lowest level of awareness. The ld's I have generally start out with a hightened sense of awareness and I just realize I'm dreaming because I can tell. It's just different than real life, you can tell it's fake (or at least thats how I feel, I mean it looks real but it feels fake.)

Maybe my dilds are happening more frequently because I have had a bunch of lds and now that I know how it feels compared to reality I can better discern a dream for a dream.

I can't remember them that well but I sort of remember 2 (I won't bore you with the nd details, partly because they aren't interesting and partly because I can't remember them heh).

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I was in some place like a space station but it was on a planet, all futuristic. (My dilds usually happen for no reason and I have them at least once a week.) I realize I was dreaming and (I've been having trouble with dream control so I wanted to try this easy way to have more control) so I reached into my pocket and pulled out a small walkie talkie device and told myself it was a dream guide on the other line.

I say "Could you please change my surroundings to my school?"

I hear in a distorted voice "Sorry I can only do that if you bolb"

(I don't exactly remeber what she said but it was something along the lines of an acronym like dild.)

"uhh... ok."
(Worthless piece of shit...)

Then I decide to just stop and THINK because I have never done that before in a ld, I usually just do whatever first pops into my head. I think about I should do and at that moment I can feel my dog breathing next to me in real life, like I am strattling the line between dream and reality. The dream goes out of focus a bit so I thought "shit!" and rubbed my hands together.

I walk down the walkway and imagine the big doorway is a doorway to my school. Didn't work. I turn around and think with all my might that it was, I even yelled it and turend around. It was my school but incredibly different, what the hell close enough.

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OK now heres a part I remember of another ld I had the same night:

I was on a road that merged with a highway but it curved upwards in a spiral before it did. I thought "this is a ld.. might as well fly." I run at the edge (It is about 100 feet up) and with adrenaline rushing through my body I jump the guard rail(it was actually scary, I've never done anything like that in a ld, I usually fly near the ground.)

I just soar through the sky (flying is incredibly fun) spinning around and diving. I want to go faster but I can't, (whats the deal?) Oh well I am probably 3,000 feet up so it's all good and I am satisfied with just flying becuase it is such an incredible feeling.

I don't see how people have trouble flying, don't even think about it just visualize yourself soaring straight in the direction you are intending to go.