sined9, congrats on your first lucid!
Instead of thinking of lucid dreaming as a unidimensional, all or none experience, I suggest thinking of it as a multidimensional spectrum.
The dimensions consists of different types of awareness:
- Knowledge that you are in a dreaming state
- Understanding of the concept of a dream
- Self-awareness
- Sensual awareness
- Access to memory
- Clearness of thought
- Control over dream content
etc...
Any of these dimensions come on a spectrum.
If you dream you know you are dreaming; great, you acquired some lucidity in a dream state. Even though your thoughts might be very unclear and you might not even know who you are. Conversely, you might have a dream where you know who you are; you think clearly and have a vivid experience but believe you are awake. This is also a case of acquiring some lucidity in a dream state. Or that's how I see it anyway.
So, if I were you, I would be proud of my success and keep evaluating your position on the multidimensional spectrum of lucidity, appreciating any type of lucidity you might experience. Good luck on your journey!
Methos, I encourage you to continue your affirmations. Yet, I want to warn you: saying "I am dreaming" in a dream is not absolute proof of lucidity. It is possible to dream about lucid dreaming but not know you are dreaming. Dreams have lots of random content, some residual. From knowing and thinking about lucid dreaming in your waking life, you might incubate a non-lucid dream about lucid dreaming. In such a dream, you would be playing the role of a lucid dreamer, much like you might dream of being in medieval times and play the role of a powerful wizard. Playing the role of a wizard is not the same as being a wizard; you are not. Playing the role of a lucid dreamer is only right by coincidence; not because you actually know it. If you were dreaming about playing any other role, you would be wrong. But do not worry, incubating dreams (even false lucid dreams) is something any dreamer can be proud of. So you can appreciate those dreams too and count it as a success.
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