30th LD (My Journey Continues)....please read and reply

Hey ladies and gentlemen..I had my 30th LD this morning since June 11th 2005...Its cool because at this moment in time, im at a duplex with 3 other people i know from the treatment facility i was at (im still in the program..just the last phase) and my room gets up alot of the times for work at 5am, and i wake up to his alarm and always fall back to sleep until like 7:30.....And all i got to say about this LD is....wicked :)

[ Dream ]

I was at my old house outside of the city Eau claire wisconsin and my neighbors had these pine trees that ran across the property line all the way down to the road--our driveway was like almost 100 yards--this is all true in waking life too, everything was accurate..

Well i dont know who was with my besides my neighbor's daughter, who when we were little we always use to hang out and play like house and stuff like that lol--house--lol---:) ...well whoever she was with they started running on the opposite side of the pine tress i was on--i was running too--and we both stopped and my neighbor came up to me and sat in my lap...

"You can make me do anything you want"

She eventually was giving me head--which i could really feel--but then all of a sudden the whole dream changed and i had a F/A but i was in my old bedroom at my old house-with the 100 yard driveway--and i was using this sexual toy device--kinda like a fake pussy-but it had a liquid in it..and i swear i sat there for like 45 seconds---everything was like really vivid, until finally i was like..

"Wait? is this a dream?"

I tried pushing my finger through my hand but nothing worked..So i plugged my nose--fav RC btw--and i could breathe...so i knew i was dreaming and my bedroom light had shut off when a few seconds earlier it was on...So i got up out of bed and i could see light coming through my window, and i knew my dream was slipping cuz the light would get dimmer so i shook my head quickly back and forth once to keep myself in the dream..and I had to do it again until i got outside my bedroom..

I walked down the steps into the kitchen area...everything was different but i knew i was dreaming still..I called out..

"Where is my dream guide??"

Nothing happened, so i decided not to say it again, cuz i didn't want to get too involved in my dream and wake up...So i looked around...and i kept telling myself "I have power and control over this dream"--tried moving stuff but nothing happened--So i quit trying to control and just walked around lookin in the kitchen, and i literally felt at one point "LOCKED" inside the dream because it was so vivid...a few seconds later i woke up..

[ Dream Ends ]

My 30th LD was awesome...I have learned not to try to gain control over my dreams or summon things right away because it makes my LD's fade and i lose them...but instead..i try to get "stable" in my LD by just looking around or just "going" with the scenerio..I find that it makes things more vivid and like real life....maybe my next step after getting stable is to hunt for my dream guide....Maybe my DG wants me to become more stable in my LD's before i find it...who knows...all i know is i found out how to take things, one step at a time...deeper into Lucidity...

Thanks

DJ Jones