Need some Help with This one - Was it an LD

another one after a one day gap. Totally different from last one. Started
under similar circumstances. Woke up after som drinking las night at 8:00 am
barely remembered the end of my dream and parts of the beg and middle, knew I
had had an elaborate one. Stayed up for a while watched some worldcup soccer
i had on my dvr. Then tried to WILD. Well this time I remember parts of the
attempt and then dont remember much after.

Still trying to remember when I became conscious. It almost started with kindof an FA. I was lying on my balcony of the house I used to live in 10 yrs ago. It felt real but I never
tht of doing an RC. So this was just a reg dream. Then I with my eyes shut
was flying in and out to the roof while I was still lying on the floor - well
that explains the actual experience about 10% (I think our language is still
not yet evolved to explain some of these experiences). Anyway I dont believe
in any of the obe's/ap etc so I thought I must have made that up as I
had just read about them yesterday so I decide to go back in my room and lay
down , now i enetered the room in my current apt. I remembered to pick the
stuff i left lying around in my living room with my eyes shut and went to my
room I cudnt see anything but i felt my bed. So i lay down random people came
in and out just heard voices. At this point i slipped into something new.

Was hanging at a theme park with friends. Every time I put my head back it would
be this intense rush to my brain almost ecstatic. Still didnt think it was an
LD (stupid me!!) I was convinced I was in some sort of drug induced state,
but didnt want to get out of it. So now i tell my self stare at your hand it
will help you stay in this state never thinking about or saying LD or dream,
and it did also I would put my head back and this intense rush would come
over again. My hand was missing a finger and when I willed it and the extra
finger came back (a little wobbly).

I had just read this article on DV about morality in dreams. I still hadnt
taken a side. I decide to test my morality - I saw a group of people and
unleashed a pack of wild lions to eat them but just when they were about to
attack I turned them into birds and they flew away. There was lots of
cheering and clapping. Now feeling very good about myself (silly me, what an
idiot :) kelpt walking into this bright parking lot I started feeling walls
with my hands and then a metal fence felt very real. Then I hit something
metallic to hear the noise - loud and clear clang ,this was when I had a
semi-partial (thats not a word, but what i mean is it was very fleeting) FA as I
was lying on my bed and I hit the wood board next to my bed. I thought go
back to your other state (I never once thought or mentioned dream) you were
banging there. Anyway next came across a street vendor selling raw cut
mango slices went over and picked a few slices dipped them in spicy chilli
powder and tasted (This was on of my favorites, from vendors by the
beach, growing up) anyway I could kind of taste the bitterness a little bit
but not even close to the real thing :) Anyway this was when I was up.

Sorry for the lengthy DJ - just woke up and wanted to jot down everything I
remembered. Is it possible to be in an LD but never say or think it is a dream
rather some other state I couldnt explain that is nice and still do all the
things I would do in an LD to Be Aware and make decisions and in the end
remember them when awake