Lucid Dreams Out of Control Too Many Too Real
Hello To Who Ever Reads This :-)
I am posting this here because I really don't have anyone to share these experiences with that I personal know.
I have been having lucid dreams for gosh a very long time. Infact I know keep a drawing journal of the dreams because I see them so well and stay in the lucid state for so long that when I am awake I can draw them pretty acurately. The last lucid dream I had I was in this state for awhile I couldn't make myself wake up.
In this lucid dream I became aware when I as walking side by side by brother and sisters. We were being escorted to another realm or place as it seemed. As I walked through,- as the best I can explain it, - a tunnel, - like the one I experienced when I had a near death experience when I was nine years old. It was extremely similar. When I was walking through this tunnel I became lucid.
Scared of being in this so called tunnel (there weren't really walls to it) I tried to wake myself up and couldn't I saw at the end of the tunnel was a room we were being escorted too. Once in the room they sent my brother and two sisters to other places. I said to myself if I can't wake up then I must relax and remember everthing I see. The person that was escorting us was a man he looked at me strangely and said "I said lets go follow me" I looked at him like what an annoying dream guide why is my dream person bothering me what can that mean? So I thought what the hell let me respond to it and see what happens so I said. " Look I know your a dream and I want to stay here and look at the room because I want to remember this when I wake up." I really treated him with no regard like a toy because I knew this was a dream.
To my surprise I thought he'd disapear but he didn't he stayed looking at me annoyed and grabbed my arm. When I looked at his hand grab my arm I was amazed at how I really felt the pressure of his hand on me and was amazed at how it felt in this dream state. I tried to pull my arm back but I felt weak when I tried and a feeling like I was going to fall back into that tunnel. As he pulled me along it happened so quickly that I was puzzled and just looked around and went with the dream. The man was angry at me and communicated with someone on this device he had and said that I am being a trouble maker again. He looked me angry and I said "okay you stupid dream let me go dam it." Even though I can't wake up yet I can take control. So I proceeded to ask this man questions. I said "Explain to me why I dream with this place all the time and why is it a terrible place and who the hell are you why did I make you up?"
He looked at me and said. "This is not a real dream as people think dreams are and you can't control and you are a trouble maker. We have been studying you in your sleep with many others. These are experiements and you have to constantly become aware and mess up our plans by telling everyone who you are, reciting your address and phone numbers incase they remember so when they wake up they realize it was not a simple dream they have had. We know you and we have known about you and the others for years." We just need to know how all of you keep doing what you are doing!" The man was really man and seem frustrated with his job. At this point I was pissed off with this I just looked at him and said "What the fu@#ing kind of responses is that for me to make to myself in my own head in my own dream?"
So I continued and said to this man. "So what you are implying that this may not be a lucid dream of mine that you and quote others have tapped into the human mind and are performing experiments on us. How?!?" As I said this I looked at my surrounding and didn't care to really hear a response I quickly wanted to look around the hall in this building when I looked at the room I freaked out it was a room of a place I used to dream with as a child. I recalled a dream I had had in my youth with in my dream. In that dream It was also a dream of people experiementing on us in our dreams. I was distrubing myself at this point. The place was too real. I looked all around the only thing that was not completely real was periferal view behind me. That area was dark and led to the tunnel. At this point I didn't get rid of this man. He walked quickly after me I put up my arm to stop him and pushed him a bit and was mad that I couldn't knock him down.
At this moment a woman and another man came briskly walking and they had something in their hands and It became chaotic. I was this trouble maker and they were keen on controling me. I said to them "if it is true that we are being controled then I am going to make myself wake up now and I will prove to you that you have no control over me as I do and further more if these are human experiments wouldn't you want to employ and train people like me who can become lucid at a drop of a pin, train these socalled trouble makers" At this point I started to feel pain and saw that the woman stuck something in my arm and for some reason I knew meant I was going to lose control of my dream so I said wake up now. Wake up wake up wake up. As I woke up I felt myself go through the tunnel backwards and my thoughts did not change as I woke. Now this tunnel is not a tunnel. Gosh how do I explain it? Hmmm it slike someone were to such out a tube of existence. Like a cookie cutter cuts into dough? Still to this day I can't find the words to explain this tunnel.
I have had dreams with this place that does experiements on people for years but this is the first time I thought of asking a question in my dream. I didn't like it. When I woke I remembered the dream I had had as a child and realized these dreams have been occuring my whole like. I got up and drew the dream the floor plan of the place. I know the place so well I can draw it.
Is this normal? Does anyone have these kind of dreams? I didn't have a controling childhoold nor a controling marraige nor a control life now either. I came from a loving home and have a loving home now. I just don't get it.
Truely thanks for reading. I had to just express it without anyone thinking I am a nut or something, mostly everyone I know do no remember their dreams. So when I mention dreams I am looked opon as boarderline crazy. :-)
Re: Lucid Dreams Out of Control Too Many Too Real
The boring answer is that maybe you just lost some lucidity in a recurring dream (which, btw, I've had some recurring dreams where I could literally map out floor plans too.) Or another could be that your deprivation of freedom (since you have control and freedom in your lucid dreams, which, as you say, you've been having for ages) is one of your worst nightmares. But, since none of us like boring answers, we could try to find our own. :D
Maybe there *is* a place where others experiment on our minds.
Maybe your near-death experience has tapped you into this power of knowing the real truth about things.
Or maybe you keep falling asleep watching "The Matrix" or "Tank Girl" or some other 'us v. them' movie :P
For whatever the reason may be, one thing is for sure: you aren't comfortable having that as a recurring dream. So, maybe test different lucid options in it. Maybe go along with Their plan, and see what happens. Or have dream-you find out that it was an elaborate hoax created by one of your friends (like that movie "The Game", I think it's called.) Maybe next time, you make it ridiculously over-the-top: instead of a big serious battle, you just stick your tongue out at Them and blast off with your jetpack.
At any rate, this sure made for an interesting read!
Luck and Love,
Christine
