4 HOUR LD! almost questioned by belief in science/reality
not sure if i can type fast enuff to record this amazing 4 hr ld.I started
off with a simple Ld usual stuff - then i had an FA I told this other guy i
saw there I am in an FA he was cool about it we chatted about FA's and the he
took me to ethan hawke (this did not feel like and FA but rather I had woken
into a higher LD that was clearer) , I remember seeing the hawke fly away. Ok
now a bunch of us decided to go to vegas (we stayed in the same suite as I
did last time) there more people we cud barely fit (I still remembered the
previous FA/ld i had come from) there was this procession and I would meet
people from my past - and walk along and the responses I gave them were not
good. it was like a procession and I felt some kind of guy/creature follow me
- and doors will close behind and in front and other people would start
disappearing around and the closing doors would force me along a specific
path. there was only 2 or 3 people left now - I lost control (maybe because
of fear) here but things were still very clear
now after being scared i ended up at the start of the procession walking by
the exact same people( i knew from my past) in the same location saying the
exact same thing this time my responses were more acceptable (i heard the
responses coming out of me but kinda didnt initiate it. The guy or creature
came back to follow me.
Now I was rescued from this level with some sort of a convertible pad and was
living on the street with this really short character (think it was a she)
bunch of people playing cards - I was shocked at what happened next this
person was in my head and directing me to do stuff - she did this for a while
(i was scared now) then she walked up to me and offered a small metal pipe to
smoke she said every one smokes this to get telepathic it opium. I did and
tried first and concentrated on her. nothing tried again and zoom it was like
i was in her head and could talk to her (felt like there was vision zoom to
her and then I saw her as a sort of glowing object there) anyway she told me
to follow her (now she became a he) but said I had not chosen my characters
for the next level. She had and then I picked out some characters i saw
(almost felt like I was picking out fits) and entered the next level now I
was in some kindof western , I noticed as I spoke I sounded like the southern
character. Stayed here for a while.
Now i asked what next - how abt space, I went for the most incredible space
ride (almost exactly like contact) except I was IN the shuttle (actually
there was no shuttle was almost like waht you would see from a camera on the
nose of the shuttle). EVvery thing was so real - (that must have been exactly
from the movie as I was flying initially super fast going past planetsand
finally slowed down into some sart of solar system)
Finally slipped back into the opium level - the guys seemed so real and
complex with varied knowledge - I cannot be making up all of this. I kept
asking them give me a quote from a famous guy that I havent heard so I can
test (when i wake up) they are not my creation . He gave me a quote in my
mother tongue (i forgot most of this one when i woke up). Then I would slip
to the next level (the slip between levels would like a transition to an FA
but when I wake up I would be in the level with almost the same characters i
left behind) (MJ showed up in one of the levels and lent me his car so I
could get to some where faster but I crashed it :)
Now I am in the last but one level (all the characters including are famous
people, ethan hawke was here again) anywhere I walk by I would take a look at
news papers magazines to verify this is all my doing as this dream was so
intense and complex. (there was a college news paper - I looked at the date
and decided to remember it Apr-something 2018). Finally I was in this group
of famous people sitting around , we made fun of the people in level1 I had
come from - saying they dont know what they are doing wrt ld's and things are
so blurry etc..
I kept asking for proof to giveme an article or quote from someone i didnt
know or never heard of. This guys finally hands me this paper with a bunch of
book titles and authors. I start to read the page but the page would
basically start flying to the ceiling and drag me with it. Fought for a while
commenting to the others this must mean there is no proof. Finally after some
struggling got one author and title and skipped level one and woke right up.
The title ("rehelie") didnt make any sense and as I expected no hits on
google. Anyway this ld WAS So LAYERED and intense - it made me question my
scientific reasoning to the point where i would actually type it google :).
But with persistence and asking for proof now i am convinced that it was
nothing more than a VERY INTENSE ld and glad i'm not going crazy. it was 7.40 I had started to go to sleep at 3.30.
Prob too long of a post for most to read but I had to tell some one.
