Sometimes relating these dreams to those who have never had a LD can be
frustrating. Glad to know there are others who share in this wonderful Blessing.
Last night's dream was my fourth or so, but ranked very high on what I call the
"goose bump scale"....This is a measure of intensity based on the amount of goose bumps
you get when you recall the dream to someone the next day.
I realized I was in a dream as I was staring at a drain in the floor at some type of
sporting event. The drain was missing the grate and was circular and only about 6 inches
in diameter. I immediately decided to command a grate to appear and cover the drain...
.....DONE!.....a small metallic grate morphed onto the opening.....
(One thing that blows me away about LDs is the intense clarity and ultra realistic nature of the detail in the dreams.....)
not satisfied with just the grate appearing - (it has been a number of years since my last LD)
I found myself wanting more.....so I commanded the grate to turn into an alligator head - a friendly one...
it was slow, but it morphed into a spiny orangish alligator head.....oh yes, this is fun, so I commanded the grate
to become liquid.......at first nothing...then it began to shine as it became wet and appeared like
water running over marble.......
suddenly the wet marble grate was the size of a manhole cover and slid to the side to reveal what appeared
to be a 10 ft. deep hole/well......the watery liquid below was dark and slightly wavy.......as I leaned over,
I looked into the well/hole and commanded to see a mirror......before anything could morph, I was suddenly
realizing that the intensity level of the dream was increasing, so.....
I had a thought from a book I had read
in the past about LDs.....I changed my command to ...." SHOW ME MY GOD!"....."I COMMAND YOU TO SHOW ME MY GOD!"
I remembered that this was one thing I had always wanted to command, but never remembered to do in the past...
Again I said, "Show me my GOD!"...it still gives me chill bumps even as I type this.............for what happened next
was beautiful in its simplicity!!!!!!
I was expecting to see some sort of lighted being morph or appear in the water below...
some sort of glorious apparition or angelic figure..
..at this point I was on
my stomach and peering down into the well.......
suddenly something appeared to be rising from the well's depths....
as it neared the surface, it appeared to be ...letters?......i ask to see GOD and get letters? text?!!!!
The letters broke the surface arranged in small pieces as if each letter were constructed from hundreds of small ceramic pieces - a mosaic.....
4 simple letters that spelled one
simple word........
"JUMP"
Jump down into the unknown with no visible way out?
No way
I immediately awoke.......
How incredible..Basically, I was being told that to see what I wanted to see, I must commit....
One simple word said so much.....Kind of like it was laughing at me and saying I was not ready.
It seemed to me that my dream was reminding me that this is a journey....not a quick fix....
you cant just see God, just command up an image......can God even be contained in one image?
Well, we live in a world of instant gratification and sadly I brought that to my dream with my selfish
command of "Show me my God!"... I was wanting an image! How neat that the cool calm collected response simply
stated for me to ..jump.
I guess it could be considered a faith issue too right? Basically, if I had faith I would
have jumped, so maybe it was saying I need to work on my faith? So many things can be read into that one word....
The water was waiting, but I had no idea how deep it was, so there was no way I was jumping....how funny.
I just cannot get over it ......The word just came up from the depths of the well...... as if to say....
"I have what you seek, but first you must give yourself totally to this cause..have faith.....let go....
...jump....... I can only imagine what I would have seen if I had followed that advice......
Next time I will.