Thread: Frustrating !

Ok, so now I've had 2 dreams in a row that I've said " Ok, this better be a DREAM or else.. "

I can tell more of one of them.

The first one: It all started out in my room, a friend of mine was there and he somehow talked me into killing my own mother just because ( unkown reason ) she was in the way of something, i did not approve at first but then i said like " ah well, guess you're right " and i picked up a UZI and shot my mother sitting in the couch and just as i did this, I bursted out in tears, crying and thinking " What have I done? " and i crawl my way to the hallway and leen towards my wardrobe and thinking about what I've done.

I then thought of, All of this is my friends fault, and i go berserker picking up a blunt wooden object with spikes on it. I run into my room, threatening my friend to his life and I say " This better be dream for you're sake, or your gonna die in minutes, and I repeat this about 3 times before the dream fades away.

This is prolly the worste dream I've ever had, it was so emotionally and I felt so bad about myself, like.. how the hell could a friend talk me into this? sure it was a dream but still. =/

Well the point is. I asked myself and i told my friend that " HOPE this is a dream " " This better be a dream " etc..lots of sentences with that type of words picked.

Really frustrating. HOW DID I NOT BECOME LUCID!? O_o