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Ok, so I just got done typing the whole dream out, so im going to make it a little shorter send I hit the backspace key on my keyboard and it went to the last page, so I lost everything, meh.
Anyway, I need help figuring this all out, first, the dream.
So I started by sitting in my room, I layed on my side, I focused on those HI images in the back of my eyes, the white blurs moving around, I tried to visualize flying through space. Sooner than I knew it (about 3-5mins), I found myself in space. I wasn't out of my body though yet, I was very excited I thought I was going to lose it. Then I saw it, space and mars/earth/moon, everything in vivid color, It was beautiful. I then found myself flying twards earth, so incredibly fast (not my control). I ended up blacking out and I was in my room, I thought I woke up in some ways. I jumped out of my bed, hit my pc, threw a bowl of something off the desk at my wall, I was incredibly excited, lol. I then looked at my hands (RC I usually do in reality), there was these baby fingers poping up everything, so I said to myself "wow, I have to be dreaming", then I got all excited "yeah! I am dreaming! holy shit!" and I started jumping around like a idiot. The dream started to fade so I closed my eyes and twirled around, perfect, I was stable and still there.
I did a few things, threw fireballs at my wall, made spiderwebs, played as spiderman.
Eventually everything went black and I found myself in my bed. I stayed there for a good 3mins and then fell asleep, and right back into the dream, right away I did another RC. This time I went downstairs and it was my b-day party thats coming up, I did a lot of magic tricks, long story short, the dream went fine, it felt like I had control and everything.
I woke up again, layed in bed for about 30secs, this time fell right back into the party, right away did a RC, I walked outside, I made the moon/stars/comets fly by, it was truely amazing. I ended up waking up after a few seconds, guess you can only sleep for so long lol.
Well, heres the big question, oh and just so everyone is aware, the first one was also a WBTB dream, all of them were.
How do I know I was in total controL? I mean, in the dream I felt like I was in control, but when I wake up and look back on it, its just, feels like that wasn't me, like I was dreaming of becoming lucid and having control, not actually having control. Why all of a sudden did I have 3 RC's perfectly? I mean this was my first Lucid Dream, if it was Lucid, and I had 3 of my first RC's Perfect, and I guess Recognized I was dreaming all 3 times fine.
Its like I went from not being able to do jack, to having the full hands on experince, but was it really a lucid dream, and did i really have control, and does anyone else get that feeling I explained after waking up from the dream(s)?
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you definitely had control, because in the dream, you did a reality check and realised you were dreaming...congratulations, i wish i could have one like that!!!
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Lol, thank you!
It just, felt weird after I woke up, like it was some kind of recording, probably because it was in my memory and I was looking back at it.
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wel i would say there was not enough vividity, if there was you would have a hard time telling this experience from real life. I have also had natural lucid dreams a few times, like when i was small and i would jsut fly around my house etc. but i woke up and most times i could tell it was a dream, only a few times did i get it confused with reality. Once you get better, the feeling after you wake up will be not as bland. i think....
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Note that the best possible control comes from WILDs, where you go from being fully awake DIRECTLY to a lucid dream without having your mind fall asleep. If you WILD, you can be sure that you are you and that you are in full control.
