After 2 years, finally had an LD.
Finally, after giving little effort at random times in the past two years, I finally went lucid. Odd thing is, it was on a night that I wasn't trying. In fact, I hadn't tried to go lucid in a few months. It only lasted about 15-20 seconds until I woke up, but as soon as I did wake, I knew what I had done.
Seems like the harder I tried with different techniques, the less I remembered about my dreams, and melatonin only had a small effect. I know many others have had success after only a few weeks of trying, but it just didn't work that way for me. I simply found myself in a situation that seemed hopeless in my dream (running from the cops, helicopters and all, Grand Theft Auto style), until I thought this is the end, realized I was dreaming and flew away.
Anyone else have their first LD this way? Don't know if I'm just a weird case or if anyone has gone lucid their first time this way. I also noticed that my dreams in the past few nights after have been VERY vivid, as in, I wake up and can't believe that my dream didn't really happen. None have been unrealistic enough for me to realize that I was dreaming though. Any hints for improvement?