i feel so happy, i just woke up and i had to write this down.
Heres how it went. it was all just crazy. i went to bed then did a WBTB and started to WILD, i was able to control my swallowing problem. all i did was not think about it, and think on something else like my numbness. I then started to wait for my dream to come. i waited along time. my mind wondered off from time to time by it always snap out. Until i said, i'll try again tomorrow and went to a normal sleep.
Heres when i became Lucid, i was in my house, going up the stairs i could not turn on the lights, i went to the washroom, same, i went to my room and i could not turn on the lights,"thats when it hit me", you can't control light in your dreams. I"M DREAMING"!!!! i said. i got so happy i started to jump up and down , but i woke myself up. i think?, it felt like i woke up, but soon i found myself in another dream, i was not Lucid i think? i didn't do a RC. after that one i woke in a SP mode, i have never been in. it's nothing like the SP in WILD, it's way crazy. i wanted to move but i could not, it was SOOO hard, i tried to talk, but my mouth was shout tight. i really do not know how i got out of it but i did. i got scared but happy at the same time, what a night.
i got so many questions and alot to read. I want to have more LDs, can someone tell me the technique i got Lucid, so i can take that path. cause I'm sure that was not WILD.
