My first lucid... and it turned into 3 lucids!
I posted in the general lucid talk early today, and shortly after, i went back to try to fall to asleep again (i was performing a WILD).
after hitting the couch and laying a weird way (but still comfy), i started to relax my body and try to get my mind to focus on something, but not at a great point wehre i would keep myself up. i did this for about 15 minutes, the reason it took so dang long was i got a phone call, dogs where barking, and there were kids playing outside. haha, its ok though.
after eventually falling asleep, i went into a town of sorts, that was nothing unusual, just a town with lots of buildings. (now that i look back on it, it seems as though there were steel buildings, and a paved road, and it seemed that i was kinda closed in). anyway, this is where i was still repeating what i said before i went to sleep "am i dreaming? how bout now? i will dream soon, and i will stay awake through it all". i stated this when i first entered the dream, and after i said "am i dreaming? how bout now?" i realized, hey, this isnt my living room couch, i must be dreaming!!
after i got the feel for dreaming in this strange steel town, i noticed there wher no cars or anything of the sort. first off, i tried finding an old friend in my dream, but as every corner i passed, and i said to myself "aw shes around this corner, she told me so!" i must have had a strange thing in the back of my mind saying "uh, no she isnt" so i never did make her appear. but its ok, atleast i went lucid. but next i felt myself waking up, like i was too much into the dream, and i was pulling myself awake. the reason for this was, i thought to myself "what if i wake up... that would be bad" and instantly i started to prevent it, but my mind got the idea and tried to wake me up. the initial dream was outstanding in detail, but when i was being woke, i noticed that everything went misty and i couldnt tell where i was. then i "woke up".
i put quotations around "woke up" for a reason. when i woke, i got a false wake up. though i was still lucid, it felt very much like the real world. i even got a phone call from my brother saying that he had beat this part of a gameboy game (he had called before too, and said he cant beat this part, but he is close) so i instantly thought it was a real life deal. after i got up, i went back to my pc and i heard a knock on my door. there was my uncle and my new aunt and my ex-aunts parents. but heck, this didnt surprise me, because stupid me was still dreaming. anyway, we talked for a long while, and they left, and i thought to myself, hey why dont i try to become lucid one more time? so i went to bed. remember though, i was lucid this whole time.
next i was sleeping and i woke up to my old elementry school. it was me and my grandmother, but after about 2 seconds of checking out the insane detail of the place, my grandma wasnt there. but i didnt seem to even notice in my dream. i walked around the street, noticed i had passed my truck, went back to my truck, got in, and woke up in real time life.
ugh, so they werent the best lucids out there, i couldnt really make anything appear, or make anything go away, the lucids where strange as i would go into a lucid part of my dream, and then feel like i was just dreaming, but then have total control again. like i was swapping in and out. hopefully tonight i can get a better lucid, where i am more in control, and i can make things happen. nevertheless though, i was able to walk around my self, and i was able to talk. oh that reminds me, when i was in my dream (the steel one) i rememberd on a website reading to call out someones name. in the dream, i tried to talk, but nothing came out. and then i figured that it was just because in the real world, (yes i was thinking this much, kinda cool) i wasnt talking. so then i focused on talking with my voice, and seeing as i was alone in the real world (house to myself) i yelled and voice came out. but i only had to think "am i alone in the real world? ah yes i am! lets yell!".
so there ya have it. any comments would be nice :)
