this guy keeps on coming back!
i had this dream the other night a/b this rrecurring dream character...here goes:
(lil background:i 1st met this character a few years ago when my mind made him up 1 night...i think he has blonde hair and blue eyes...when i 1st saw him i was very drawn to him like i'd known him since forever but i knew i didn't know him...i always know i'm dreaming & i'm always so sad when i know it's all going to end)
so here it is...a lot of other stuff happened in my dream but here's the part w/ the guy...so i was w/ some ppl i know...we aren;t friends in real life but we seemed to be in this dream...we were in my old school & 1 of the guys there was one that i dream a/b all the time(almost every night)and i turned away from them & when i turned back to them they were gone so i was looking for them everywhere but the room was really bare so they couldnt' have been hiding...so i decided to look outside so i ran out & i was suddenly outside my house in the driveway& it was night...there was a HUGE moon but no stars...this part of the dream had a very magical feel to it...i looked up to the sky & a voice told me to ask for something so i asked for some food but i wasn't hungry...suddenly there was snow all over and snow was coming down all around me...when i asked for food, this guy(the guy i made up in my dream years before) came down from the sky...he was like a man fairy or something...not like he was gay or anything just the male version of a fairy...i felt like i did when i first saw him(like i'd known him all my life) but i couldn't remember who he was...i just knew that i knew him...he spoke very kindly to me and we talked but pretty soon we were on the snow kissing...but it wasnt' like it was vulgar in anyway...it wasn't like some enormously sexual thing really...it was so real...so i remember looking up at his face and seeing it against the dark sky like he was almost glowing...i can still see his face that way when i close my eyes... but at 1 point he looked down @ me & was suddenly standing up...i got up rather upset and surprised i had let all that just happen...like i couldn't control it but like i had given up my control willingly...i looked @him & he turned away from me & the back of him suddenly turned into the front of 1 of my friends...it was her face but it wasn't her really...she told me he was leaving...i asked her if he was coming back & she said maybe and maybe not but that it wouldn't matter since he wound't remember me anyway...i didn't quite understand & was getting rather upset but she remained emotionless...i got very sad and began to cry...a lot...i couldn't take him leaving & also that he'd never remember me was killing me...i ran into my house...all the lights were off and my dad was sitting @ the table but he didn't seem to care that the lights were off...the dream began feeling very dark and emotionally charged...my dad didn't seem to care that i was upset...the moon left the sky & it got VERY dark...all the windows in the house were open and it got VERY VERY windy and started to rain like crazy...i was the only 1 who cared that rain was pouring into the house so i had to go around the house closing the windows... i was running around the house trying to fight the wind &rain to close the windows while slipping all over the floor and still crying my eyes out a/b this guy who had just left and all...
so that's what it was basically...when i awoke & remembered the dream, i realized who the guy was(that he was the guy my mind made up those years before)...so any1 have any thoughts on that dream? sorry it was soooo long but it's really been on my mind since i dreamed it...especially since i can't stop seeing his face when i close my eyes...but somehow i don't really mind...i just wanna know what u all think....thanks a lot
