You can skip this top paragraph, but it's interesting:
I've been reading about dreams, especially what people like Carl Jung have to say about how dreams change as you grow (spiritually, awareness, repressed emotions coming out, etc.). He talks about how the more you grow, the more shapes become defined in your dreams. (Look up info on mandalas - which specifically have circles and squares). One guy had a dream of tables and chairs, one being square, the other circle. Other people have talked about how dreams become refined.....anyway....

Here's my dream:
I was only partly lucid in this dream but:
It all was themed around transportation that I use, which (It's sort of like a subway system, train, etc.). But basically before you read my dream, know that this transportation, to me, represents (in real life) how we do the same things over and over again, in the same way with the same mind frame (habits). So, when I dreamed it, I recognized why I was dreaming it.

I was riding it when I became partly lucid. I signaled to the driver I wanted to get off (I partly knew what this represented: my conscious decision to stop with some of these deeply ingrained habits I have while awake recently). The problem was that where I was being dropped off was 'in the middle of nowhere'. I told him to keep going. This only worked for sometime until I had to be let off. Once I got off, I wanted back on, it was safer there. But I got frustrated with her(?) I eventually got so frustrated I tried to 'shut her up' by closing her mouth - I know it sounds 'stupid' but it was a angry conversation that I only partly remember, and I couldn't punch her...


Meaning to me:
I believe this has deeper meaning to this dream, such as symbolism. Being left to sit with your emotions (you'll understand this if you meditate) and wanting to get back on, but you really don't want to and know that 'there's no turning back! ' Also in real life I have been struggling letting go of these habits, back and forth, on and off, if you know what I mean!