I don't know if you would call it "lucid" but I knew that I existed...and my actions were based on this...

Okies. So here is my problem.

Last night I had a dream, but it didn't really feel like a dream. I went to sleep but I woke up in a hospital. It was a psych hospital. What really frightened me was the fact that it was seemingly real. I am not talking about the kind of "real" that we all like to use when comparing lucid dreams to real life. I am trying to remember exactly what happened. But it is hard to do so. I can only tell you what I remember.

I started out as a woman who was in a psych hospital on her way to the lunchroom. Hmm, now that I'm thinking of it...how big was the lunchroom?....I think it was fairly large. Maybe it was too large...well I guess that puts my fears to rest a bit. She could walk fine...but her hands weren't very functional...well that is to say her left hand wasn't...her right hand was well...it was able to do tasks...but the left hand couldn't even be lifted. I sat down at lunch and was near a bunch of other people...they seemed less physically incapable than me. I can't tell what age I was, but there were people around me that were at least in their teens. The problem is...when I was her, I thought of me as the "other" person. I knew that I (the one typing this) existed, but to me (the one that is her) I (the one typing) was the "other" person. And vice verse, I would wake up thinking she was the false one, and then force myself back to sleep to learn more about her...then once I was her again, I was suddenly in a bed...I had been tied up because (I'm assuming) I had slipped into the version of me that is typing right now. When I was her, I tried to tell the nurse to help me, but I couldn't figure out what to say.

Anyways it worries me a bit. Because when I was her, I thought I was false, and when I'm me I think she is false.

I'm not an advocate of the whole esp or etc thing...but it felt so real... I wonder if she isn't real and we are on the same wavelength or something...and I just unfortunately over ride hers. It would explain why I've been feeling nut ballish lately hehe.