Recent WILDing experiences...
Yesterday i woke up to the sound that my school was off for snow :D. It was about 7:00, give or take. I layed back down, just thinking about life and what I'd do through the rest of the day. Yea, maybe I'll go sledding with my friends, and that'll be loads of fun....Then I'll go over my buddy's house, and then I'll eat some....
BOOM. the feeling hit me. It felt like Waves of almost "scared" euphoria (sorry for the bad explanation. very hard to describe.) Freaked out that I might be having a heart attack, i attempted to move. My movement was "studdery". what i mean is that I'd move a bit, then i would be paralyzed. Then I'd move, and be fully up. This wave sensation happened a couple of times, and i simply moved out of it. Then, fully awake a few hours later, I realized i was going through the WILD stages. I was so mad that i screwed it up. It was horrible.
Today, I woke up at 7:00 again. not because of school, obviously, but just jostling and crap. I then remembered the day before. I layed there, pondering what i would do. Yea, I'll eat some of that turkey my grandma made, and maybe stop by mikes....
Once again, BOOM. the same familiar feeling struck. This time, though, i remained calm. I stayed there, and after about 5 seconds of this almost uncomfortable feeling, my whole body was numb.
Three minutes after, I opened my eyes. I clamped my nose, and I was lucid. Incredible. Night after night i tried WILDing before, but i couldn't grasp it. not even sleep paralysis. But suddenly, not even giving an effort, I did it. I look at my surroundings. Everything was normal. I opened up a window, and jumped out. I was in no hurry. You see, my mind had realized the amazing potential of WILDing, that i could dream sweet thoughts whenever i wanted. It was a incredible feeling, understanding it all.
I basically took a easy. I walked to my friends house, watched how my sub-conscience created my friend, and all the small glitches within him. I walked back to my street, and accomplished a goal i always wanted to pursue; fly to space. I understood my mind, and my mind understood me. It was incredible.
You see, Dream views, I think i finally realized all Billy bob always said, how we create our universes. Well, if you don't mind, I'm going to add to that. You must create and understand your universe. This will give you freedom of choice, and freedom of opportunity. For anyone who read all this (highly doubt it :P), I hope this increases your understanding of the lucid universe. Thank you Dream views, and Have an amazing night. ;)
