Lucid without knowing it or semi-lucid

heres and excerpt from my journal:

Then the boy and I were outside trying to cross a ravine. I told him I could fly over it but he did not believe me. I told myself I needed a lucid to make myself fly. I tried to concentrate on becoming lucid so that I could fly but I could not. I tried to hover no luck. I tried throwing myself back but I only ended laying on the ground. I closed my eyes and I though of dreaming something else but instead I just stood up and opened my eyes again.

It's just weird because I knew I was dreaming but didn't know I was lucid and I had no control. I think this is a first for me. I actually tried to become lucid when I already was. LOL.

Oh, I HATE that... Something like that gets me frustrated even more than missing a dream sign.

Hmm...I'd have to call that a Semi-lucid-borderline-Lucid. If that makes any sense...