Attention: Major Trip out!!

**Khronos** · 08-22-2004 02:49 AM

Before reading this, I have told some of you that I had my first lucid dream a few days ago on my first try, and created some time/existance/awareness hypothesises that I was trying to figure out to help human awareness issues and bring back the primal knowledge of dimension. If you want to hear my ideas after or hear about my lucid dream just let me know.

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This is really f8cked up and it just happened. I went to blaze (aka - smoke weed) with a few friends and we had a nice fat dubee in the bathroom where we were hotboxing the bathroom. It was pretty good at first but here's where things really get fucked up...

I started to think alot more then usual, I mean weed gives you ideas but this was major thinking and major awareness, like my whole mind was set on everything around me except me aswell the my breathing being slow and weak. I started to feel funny and my throught felt odd from the smoke. As the dubee was getting passed around they said the dubee had blood. I started to trip out but they just said it was the resin blood from the dubee. I investigated the matter more and noticed there was blood on my fingers, blood from the dubee.

I began to feel wierder then normal. Then I started fading out seeing vague things in my vision. I looked at the mirror and I looked like a ghost. Like all my life had been dragged out of me, and I was living in a dead world. I felt odd, and my ears started buzzing, everyones voice seemed to fade lower, and I became dizzy. I slid the door opened and closed it behind me... stumbling down the stairs holding on to the rails to prevent me from collapsing. My friends kept smoking the dubee in the bathroom thinking I was just having a trip out.

I got some water from the tap to get rid of the dehydration, since I felt dry to a point where I was baked like a cake and my ears felt like they were bleeding. My friend Justin quickly came down and checked on me, I was stubborn and said I would be fine even though I hinted I was feeling sick. Outside my head started to tingle and I had a major head rush. Keep in mind, I still feel slight headrush even now. By now my mind felt like it grew so much more aware, I stuggled onto my feet again even though the gravity felt like pushing me down to the ground.

I walked in and got more water, then I felt it, a major blow of weakness pushing me down to the ground, I tried to struggle it but it was far too powerful for me to control as I slowly flattened myself out on the ground. The tap was still running so my friends came down the stairs and saw me on the ground, they asked if I needed to goto the hospital but I was still full of pride and stubborness. They left me there and walked over to watch the tv after listening to Alex who was a friend of theres which I didn't get along too well with, kind of like a slight rivalry which previously lead to a scrap. Asshole... he mumbled that I was acting it out pretending I didn't hear it. They checked on me a few times and later I grew the energy to get up, and walked up the stairs to the washroom to wash my face.

Then in the mirror I saw it, I felt it, a complete awareness of space and time, I couldn't even focus on my face. I began to here a slight wisper saying help in a panicing way. I closed my eyes and saw a flash again, except this time it wasn't my grandma with purple eyes, yet my aunt with purple eyes who was murdered a while back. I regained more of a grip on myself and went down and sat with my friends who were watching Ace Ventura, and I'd have to admit... that man chick was one nasty villan. My friends said I looked like a ghost, and the bags under my eyes were like a banshees. I began to get green tinge but I analysed the problem as me possibley having a weak system blood flow problem, like a lack of sugar maybe it was diabietes, maybe the budz where laced with coddine.

Embarrissingly I left my friends who were hinting it was time to get heading. I believe the have a slight comspiracy against me, like they're mocking my weakness. None the less, I walked home and my trip out weakened to a more comfortable feeling. I ate something quickly and went on the computer where I am now to express my thoughts before my memory lessons.

I have diagnosed this and have a few conclussions:
1) I have diabites which is a lack of sugar which causes to weak blood flow disease. In my case, close to death.
2) The Khronic was laced with stuff I couldn't handle.
3) May brain began to hemerage from too much thinking.
4) I created my own allusion and gave creation to weakness. Which could be me fighting it and my foolishness.
5) I achieved a new awareness/plane while inducing logic and reality into my into my beliefs. Awareness meaning higher portion of the brain being used.
6) Something spiritual.

Tell me what you think... Whatever happened, it leads to something bigger I am unvieling.

Perhaps another cure for disease!

**Khronos** · 08-22-2004 02:56 AM

Maybe I should see a doctor or therapist...

**1derland** · 08-22-2004 05:08 PM

i just wanna say i know how you feel, ive been toking up for about a year occisonally and lastnight i had an experience some what like urs. ive had a few trips like urs actually but not that bad, and lastnight we ran out of weed thank god after we were done i felt like u my hearing was so messed up im glad we ran out and didnt do more cuz i would have been like you...weed makes you feel so alone at times. if u are depressed it makes u more depressed. if u feel alone it makes u feel more alone.. and for you if u think ur friends arnt true it will make u believe they are even more fake. i wouldnt worry about it . i want to stop weed but i dont no if i can. it takes me to a place that is so real...so when i come back down from my high everything is so surreal and not existing including me. i think about life so much wen im baked. i used to just laugh and sit there now i think so much and its messed. this isnt really about lucid dreaming but i felt like i had to talk about it with u considering i just woke up from the worst night ive had in a while being on the green stuff

**Khronos** · 08-22-2004 05:31 PM

Well you're right on alot of those things... I'm depressed but nothing to complain about, I think and concentrate on certain things way too much, and in a way I do feel alone, even though I have a social life, I always hold back alot of the things I say, which causes a build up probably leading to the depression in the first place. I'm still going to get it checked out if I'm still feeling weak in a few days though.

Weed can do powerful things... Sometimes too powerful to handle. Having visions while still obtaining conscienceness is just messed. It's good to know that atleast a few people out there understand. Thx for the input.

**nightowl** · 08-22-2004 06:59 PM

Well, i dunno. I dont do drugs nor do i drink so i dont experience these kind of things.

You probably accidently accessed a high plane of existence and the information or whatever was to much for your brain to handle? I dunno..i just pulled that out of nowhere and its farfetche'd

There's some meaning to that dream but you already translated that and i was going to say some of it.

**1derland** · 08-23-2004 02:24 AM

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i was wondering what u meant when u said this...how did u feel when this was happening?

**Khronos** · 08-23-2004 02:37 AM

It was just all there, the answer of perception was so clear that I couldn't handle it. You ever have that feeling where you're at your peak awareness and wits? My brain felt like it had a massive surge overload then I started tweaking out.

**Loam** · 08-23-2004 12:27 PM

i have had moments of conciousness while awake where i realize that i exist....

it's hard to explain, but sense this is a lucid dream forum, you can relate it to LD's. When you gain conciousness while you are yet still in a dream, you are aware of your dream yet you are still dreaming. the same way i have gained conciousness that i was alive and yet still awake, not dreaming, it is a supersense that you exist in this life. it eventually fades and gives way to my current day to day habits and routins. if you think about it, we as humans rarely are concious, yet we are the reactions of our routins and habits. even our thoughts are subject to habits and routines to such a degree that we aren't conciously thinking when we think we are.

IMO, you had a moment of conciousness mixed with your drugs making you have that tripped out experience.

**Khronos** · 08-23-2004 09:57 PM

that's made the most sense so far...

I have recently just started tampering with lucid dreams and awareness and logic. In doing so, I think I created a rare reaction in my chemical compounds which messed with my natural senses. I'd have to admit though, even though my ears were buzzing and I was feeling dizzy, my mind was never so clear and sharp. My mind was working at a higher frequency, I could answer complicated questions I never even heard before with ease. That was the feeling of complete awareness I had.

**1derland** · 08-25-2004 07:08 AM

Originally posted by Loam+--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Loam)</div>

*it eventually fades and gives way to my current day to day habits and routins. *if you think about it, we as humans rarely are concious, yet we are the reactions of our routins and habits. *.[/b]

i agree i answer a question to a friend or family member and i dont even no the question a second later but i answered it with a answer better than yes or no. that makes alot of scence

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My mind was working at a higher frequency, I could answer complicated questions I never even heard before with ease. That was the feeling of complete awareness I had.

yea thats kinda wat weed does to you. u dont care enought to think into things so much but u feel like u are .. its too hard to explain in words in more of a physcologic thing for me and it messed up my vision to wen i blink its like slow motion

**gameover** · 08-25-2004 07:55 AM

ver read terrance meckena? He reminds me of you. Just as crazy and tripped out. I feel like Ive been there before, but it soudns like it was laced with something plus some more stuff going on inside your head.

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