first wild in a while

:banana::banana::banana::banana::banana::banana:

I've done WILDs before, but since joining couldnt get them to work for a little while, so last night I was trying to do it
(i was really tired and thought it would make it easier to get to sleep thus easier to WILD)
It turns out as i expected that you have to concentrate so much harder to get it to work if you are tired :P
Also by being tired & having been a bit stressed it took a significant time for it to start working. In the early stages HI came along quickly but I couldn't concentrate on the images.
Then to top it off I had quite a few false awakenings (i think due to me being tired and thinking i might have been asleep)

:eek:

But in the end lost of time had passed & I was tired & I had school in the morning, but I was really determined to make it into a LD that night, so I literally told myself "F*K this, I am going to WILD"
I'm not sure exactly how I did it, but it was amazing. I completely changed my state of my conscious mind and created a sort of dream body & made myself set that as my new conscious area
After that it was like a normal WILD where I started falling in space in like a big black open area (so falling into an endless fall)
Then I started to go about my LD as planned before hand.
(sorry but the info about it is disclosed because the reason I wanted to get into it was personal)

but still.. :boogie::boogie::boogie::boogie::boogie::boogie:

Congrats on your WILD! It may take a while to get there but, as you found out, it was definately worth the effort. ;)

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Cool! CAn't wait until I can successfuly do a WILD.