Interestingly Enough.....
Well, your experience sounds quite familiar to myself. As a matter of fact, I have these similar experiences 2-3 times a week. The dreams usually consist of paralysis in the bed...IE you feel pinned down to your bed and you cannot communicate with the person or thing in the dream no matter how hard you try. And as a matter of fact, it seems the harder you try, the further you get from moving or communicating. Also, I am well aware of what is going on, the first couple had confused me, but now im always heads up. ANd like it was mentioned above, I will almost always go in and out of the dream, which will confuse me very much (even still) so sometimes i will not know for sure if I am still experiencing it or im just opening my eyes in the dream. Now here is the main difference of my experience and perhaps what I am really trying to explore by joining this site: Pain. In these dreams, almost always before the lucid dreams begin, a strong, pungent pain sensation will shoot out through my entire body, starting at the eyes and percolating through my whole body. This is when I know it's time for a ride. At this point, if I try sudden movement, I will be punished by a severe sensation which I try to move. This was very discomforting to me at first, but now at this point in time, I really enjoy these experiences. Now I completely take control. I have learned to relax my mind and body and enjoy where these crazy feelings will take me. To digress for a moment, If you learn to do this, you will greatly diminish those nightmarish experiences as well as those confusion-state experiences whereyou are in your bed room unable to move tyring to break out. But as I was saying, as soon as these pungent sensations pervade my body, I relax and bring myself inner warmth. Often the result of this is a very insane experience. I will often start to feel my body lift and subsequently ill be shooting through the air. It often feels the way it does to be on an extremely fast roller coaster but in your head. Sometimes these experiences will not be visual, but you can still relate the feeling of being whipped around feeling like you arent attached to anything. Other times (usually the more intense) I do get the visuals and I am flying all around completely out of control, but at the sametime completely in control. I really could describe to you all in detail for a very long time how these dreams work, but I will now stop rambling. Before I get going I would like to mention a couple more things pertaining to these expereiences. First off, I notice I frequently get them when I sleep out of routine..IE a nap during the day that i usually do not take. Also, for other people that are starting to get these experiences and are experiencing much discomfort with them, remember to relax and try to look at it as a positive experience. When you feel pinned to your bed and feel Mute, dont try screaming it only makes you more tense. Instead relax, and take a deep breathe. If you need to move, it can be done. It took me awhile to get it done, but if you take a deep breath, concentrate on what you want to move, and slowly move the muscle where you want it to go you should start making progress (I usually refrain from doing this because this is when those sharp sensations will really become painful, but if you dont get that have at it!) Okay, that is all for now, and for anybody who actually read this post, please give me feedback if you are familiar with my dreaming condition. I do not know any scientific term for it, I just know that I have finally mastered it. :wink:
A Merry Repose to All!