First Lucid Dream

Ok, im not exactly sure if this was a lucid dream or "a dream of me having a ludic dream". He is the story... Some how I was at my computer and how I got there I do not know, but i look at the copmputer clock and it said 10:40, (strage thing is in real life this would have assured me this was real life) but I was like "it cant realy be 10:40 because I would be in school"(I dont skip). So I said to my self "I am dreaming" and then I had this senstation that words cannot describe, it was like I could feel my brain sending every signal to my body for a short time, it was incredibly "painful" (for lack of a better word). I had felt this before though, it was when I thought I died in a muchroom trip. Then I was in my bed, but I knew it was still a dream. Anyway, I was having trouble thinking of what there was to do, and the best I could think of was to change the scene to a desert? very strange. So i got in my chair that spins and I began to spin but the scene wouldn't change, this made me think I was not in a dream and that I had realy awoken in my bed. so I layed back down then realized that no, this was a dream and then I got that buzz type thing again. Im not sure if this was a true lucid dream, or if I just dreamed about lucidity, because when I woke up I didnt feel that I had control over anything. (Iwas awoken by my cat but im not sure if I was still lucid at the time of awakening) also I obvoiusly dont have superior dream recall skills yet and always wonder how I get someplace when writing my dream stories

Also I would realy like to know what this "buzz" (for once again lack of a better term) was and does anyone else have them and could try and help me describe it so I could tell people. I realy want comments negative or positive or what ever so I can learn from my mistakes.

I'm not sure about the 'buzz' sensation, it may have just been that dream, it may never happen again. :P

Anyway, you mentioned that when you woke up you thought that you really did have much/any control. I think lots of people feel like that after their first LD. You may have just had a low elvel of lucidity, or maybe it was just a dream about LDing, but to me it sounds like an actual LD. You might have felt like that just because you think differently in the dream world, because parts of your brain aren't as active and stuff, so when you woke up you felt like you weren't actual thinking normally in the dream.

I hope some of that makes sense. :mrgreen:

That's sorta what happened to me the first time i had a lucid dream. only time i had a lucid dream. i was sitting in a class of about 16 students and i realized that one of the kids lived 1200 miles away and i haven't talked to him for 10 years so i knew i was dreaming. i said "holy crap..." had to think really hard. "i'm dreaming". after that it felt like everything was sorta... wrong, like i wasn't supposed to realize i was dreaming. after i realized this all the people in the class room started up with a different extreme emotion. like... one was yelling angrily, one was crying, one was laughing. stuff like that. after that happened i woke up because it was unexpected and freaked me out.

this 'buzz' as I will now call it happend 2 times in the dream and several times "while awake"(I was tripping on shrooms and falling asleep at the same time). It was too vivid(becasue that was the major thing I remember from the dream) to just be something I dreamed but rather something physicaly happening to my body.

It was probably happening to your actual body whilst you were asleep then, and it got incorporated with the dream.