last night I became lucid

Well, in the dream I had to jump in the river and commit suicide to get away from monsters. I then thought of Randy, my fiance who is sleeping next to me, and underwater I said I love you randy, because I thought maybe he'd hear it in his own dream since he also was dreaming. So I had to have known on some level I was dreaming. But talking underwater is gross, it tastes like the water, then I woke up. I saw a water pattern overlaying reality for a few seconds when I first woke up, and I thought, good thing I woke up out of the water soon enough that they can't catch me! haha. I jumped in with my purse and keys so that non-monsters that found me could take my body out..it was a nature place you can go into but not out of! I fell back asleep and was talking as a spirit to one of the people the monsters trusted and he said he made sure that they don't think he has nothing to do with it, I was invisible, he told me my dream body wasn't dead yet but he made sure when they found it it would be(he added cement) so i can't be put back in the dream.