Thread: The wind of many deaths

This is a somewhat strange dream that lasted a week or several I do not remember..I had some blackouts. Very vivid, very good recall..very big impact..

At a certain moment I just find myself lucid, in the other reality. The strange thing is I am not my inner self and the surroundings dont feel familiar, asif I am in a random dream. I am wearing some weird kind of clothes, they look pretty fancy and chique though. Those of a royal person or the like.
I find myself in a big ballroom and people are dancing and soft,classical dance music is playing.
Something just tells me that this dream might be fo relavance do I decide to go with the flow, besides the location seemed pretty interesting.
Close to me is a table with several bottle of booze, wine I assumed so I decide to take a bottle, I cant read whats on them, the language is strange. (I always pay close look at details when it comes to such dreams..i make mental notes, its really important remembering details). I take some wine and to my surprise it tastes rather great. I put down my glass and I walk around and decide to aproach somebody. It is a middle aged woman, I speak to her ( in english ) and she looks at me asif I was a total stranger she cannot understand. I try french,italian and german and dutch(the ones I speak) but none seem to do any good. I somewhat lose lucidity at this point and I cant clearly remember what has happend. I vaguely recall somebody yelling and hearing applause or something.then I find myself getting more wine all of a sudden.
I am lucid again and I see everybody dancing, then I get my class from the table. I sib some but then suddenly I fall to the ground paralyzed, I first suspected a demon attack but then I felt weird..a sudden peace came apon me. I then knew I died.
I felt extremely good..I felt myself being pulled up by a soft wind, I floated above the ground..the wind pulled me along.. As the soft warm wind pulled me along I felt warm energy inside of me.I just floated alog everybody dancing and they didnt seem to notice me.

I then saw images of the one person I was searching for in all of my dreams..that one person that for some reason I had to find..(its something personally, but take it from me its very important to me), as I saw images of the particular spirit smiling at me I felt even better. I can still remember the immense feeling of peace upon me! I felt the joy, the happiness..asif we where already united. But then wind carried me along and I fall asleep/black out..for unknown amount of time.

Then I find myself looking at the world from a weird point of view. Everything is big, and Im moving rapidly along the wall, I then just realise, that I am spider! For some reason I felt just right and i looked around me with many eyes and saw my many paws moving across the wall.
I could still think clear and it felt funny. Although I could think clear i was somehow driven by my instincts or something and I made a real pretty, big web. I felt really proud of my web as I observed it from a distance. I then felt the same feeling again, I died. Once more the gentle soft wind came carrying me along..and yet again I saw the images...of that one person which makes me feel so good ^_ ^

Then I found myself in yet another body, which was that of a male or something. I somehow then knew parts of my indentity. I was either and artist or another form of such, I was into music I somehow knew aswell. I knew I had to conquer the world with my music. The dream continued and I cant remember what I did exactly..I remember some people cheering at me or something I dont know. I remember seeing a person that I at that point certainly identified as my guide. He smiled and I knew it was going to be ok as over a given period of time I felt myself dead once again.
Oncemore I was being carrid away by the wind, oncemore did saw the peaceful images.

I dont know exactly what happend after this, its all one bg vague mess do mabey it happend again. I just remember that the wind, that soft wind carrying my away felt so good..and the images of that one person makes me know that soon everything will change in a postive way.There came a point where I also remember the heavens full of stars, one of my dream signs..I was my inner self again and I felt good. I think the many deaths in my dreams resembled rebirth..being born again as something new. I feel like something good is about to happen ^_^